chapter 3

A on line feeder instructed me today to go somewhere in tight clothes and to embarrass myself. I asked for specific instructions but they declined, telling me that I would have to start doing this for myself.

Truth be told, I really wanted my feeder to give me specific instructions but as they refused, I was left to my own devices.

I decided to wear a t shirt that no longer fits and a pair of sized 42 pants which are now way outgrown. I wore this ridiculous outfit to a local Denny's where a very cute and very chubby Latina waitress took to my table.

When she asked me what I wanted, i told her, "that it was up to her, but that it needed to be big", as I patted my partially exposed belly.

Then as my feeder had told me to embarrass myself, I said, "I'm trying to gain weight". Saying the words aloud to another human being was truly invigorating but terrifying in the same instant. I waited for what seemed like an eternity for a negative reaction, or a look of disgust or even query, but got none. Instead she just smiled and said, "Then I know the perfect thing for you. You're not opposed to avocado's are you?", she asked.

"No", I replied, knowing their dense caloric value.

"Guess you'll be wanting dessert too, right?", she asked taking away the menus as what she brought I left up to her, along with the revelation that I was trying to gain weight.

Soon, the chubby waitress returned with huge bowl of grits, with butter, and sugar. I added salt for flavor and it's my guess that this "not so small", side packed in over 1000 calories.

But the main course was huge omlete stuffed with steak and peppers along with a side of toast, with butter and jelly.

The super rich, sweet and dense meal was hard to get down, and I struggled to finish. She even came over a few few times to see how I was doing. On on occasion I admitted to her that I was struggling, to which she giggled and said, "Yeah, I can see that", as I glimpsed her eyeing up my even more exposed stuffed belly.

"So icecream suday for dessert?"

To which I just nodded.