Chapter 5 - going home

We were filming scenes were Jimmy threatens to leave when I fell over. My legs couldn't take the length of time I was required to stand in the scene. The extra weight and lack of exercise had finally gotten to me. I was so embarrassed, everyone made a huge fuss. I just wanted to disappear but I was the elephant in the room. I headed straight for my dressing room, claiming I needed to compose myself. I ate at least 7000 calories in there secretly. I tried to convince myself not to but eating had become my reaction to shame. I was eating more than even Celeste or Luke wanted. I was getting too big for the role. I had started off this job terrified of gaining weight, now eating was my sole comfort as my relationships with Celeste and Luke became more intense and Celeste pressured me to choose between her and Luke. She acted like there were only two options for me but I still wanted to lose all of the weight. I knew that my hopes of becoming that thin, young, attractive budding actress were becoming more unattainable with every bacon burger and sponge cake. It didn't help that I was constantly so aroused. That vibrator went off more and more and my libido was getting larger like the number on the extra large scales I was told to stand on.
Celeste bought me an extra wide mobility scooter for the last scenes in Portugal before we were due to finish the movie back home. Mia wasn't supposed to be in one but I had gained almost 100lbs more than I was supposed to and was barely able to walk from my hotel room to the elevator.
We finished the scenes where Jimmy leaves Mia in Portugal to go back home and the scenes where Mia says goodbye to Alfonso to return to America to win back Jimmy. There was a minor crisis with the fact that I wouldn't fit in a plane seat and Celeste had to write in a way for my character to have enough money to fly first class. I actually cost Celeste a fortune as she had to hire a private jet that I could actually get home in. Celeste and Luke were in awe of me, they both worshipped my body and constantly praised my impressive gain. I was lucky because any other director would have been displeased that I over ate so much.
When we got home we started to film the last scenes. I was filled with so many different emotions. I was sad that filming was going to be over soon along with this huge aspect of my life. I also didn't know how my relationships with Luke and Celeste would play out without the movie bringing us together. Celeste wanted me to leave Luke. She was letting me take my time in making the decision only because Luke and I still had scenes together and she couldn't risk our emotions affecting the end of the film. We were finishing so soon and then she would force me to make up my mind. If I chose Luke, I might never see her again, aside from the awkward premiere maybe. If I chose her I would lose everything I had with Luke who had supported me throughout filming. And if I left them both I would get my old body back and have a future in acting but be lonely and unfulfilled.
All these decisions weighed on me and of course I tried desperately to eat my fears away, becoming more and more turned on and ashamed as I did. I tried to reach down and finger my clit but I couldn't even reach, I almost passed out trying. I called Celeste and pleaded for her to turn on the vibrator I keep in my underwear for her. She insisted on making me cum herself and came over to my new apartment. As soon as I got home from Portugal I headed to my old apartment to find I couldn't get up the stairs to even get in. Celeste set me up with a new apartment with extra wide doors, a huge shower and supersized spa bath. She also made sure it was close enough to the mansion she lived in after I turned down her offer to live with her until after I had made my big decision.
"Any room left in there for me to fill?" Celeste asked squeezing my belly as she walked through my front door.
"I'm pretty full." I blushed.
"I brought cakes from Rona's, your favourite." She replied as she rested a box filled with cakes on my belly. My mouth watered and that feeling just took over me until despite my best intentions, I was suddenly eating the cakes at lightning speed. As I ate Celeste knelt down by my legs and lifted my top up over my belly. She dug her hands deep into my fatty flesh and jiggled, sending ripples through my body. I even felt my face vibrate as she did it. She then ripped open my underwear, which was a huge relief not only because they had become extremely tight, but because I didn't have the energy required to get them off. She lifted my fupa and belly as much as she could and trekked her way through my thigh rolls until she found my pussy.
"God I get a workout doing this." She said as I mindlessly continued eating, enjoying the sensation of a thin women becoming buried in me. She started licking and sucking my clit. Her tongue caressed my opening and teased me. It felt like an itch being scratched, I relied on her to get me off because I couldn't reach anymore. I felt closer and closer to orgasm, the fire building in me, teasing me and then finally releasing. I came so hard and Celeste, exhausted from the task of holding up my weight, fell asleep on the couch next to me.
In the following days we finished the scenes. Mia had travelled back home to the U.S. to get Jimmy back after he left her in Portugal. Mia had decided to leave her lover, Alfonso for Jimmy but upon finding Jimmy back home, he was disgusted by her size and wanted nothing to do with her. Mia spent the rest of the film eating, trying to fill the void, and finished up alone, too big to travel back to Alfonso. I felt so sad for Mia, who had lived through me for over two years and I felt so grateful to have two lovers who accepted my big body.
We finished shooting a week before Christmas. I actually did ask for the trainers to help lose my weight but Celeste said they were booked until after Christmas. This meant I had to go back to my hometown to spend the holiday with my family and friends 400 pounds heavier than when they had last seen me. I was terrified but I missed them a lot and they were so excited to see me and hear all about my big Hollywood role. I hired a driver to take me the full 8 hours there because the plane was just too hard at my size. I was trying to limit the amount that I was stress eating, anticipating the shock that my loved ones would show when they saw me. As soon as I showed up to my parents house I could see all my friends and family through the window. I thanked the driver, grabbed my suitcase and made my way slowly to the door. I knocked, a little out of breath from the walk and my mum opened it. The wide smile that was plastered on her face slowly morphed into wide eyes and an open mouthed frown.
"Miya?" She said.
"Hi mom." I smiled nervously as my cousins and friends crowded around the door to see me. I watched their faces turn to awe and confusion and then to disgust and shame.
"What..what happened to you." My mum said as my dad turned the corner yelling "Hey! Mi…." Until he caught a glimpse of the whale that ate his daughter standing at his front door.
"Miya…? What's happened to you?"
"Can I come in?"
I heard one of my cousins mutter under his breath, "If she can fit through the door." Which suddenly made me worried that I wouldn't. Actually that was the longest I had stood up for a while so my mum could see I was losing my breath and gestured for me to come in. I entered sideways like a crab because I could tell my hips were likely too wide to make it through. The shock travelled through the room until everyone had seen me. I immediately headed for the couch. Out of breath I said, "It's good to see you all." My friend Jemma smiled and gave me a hug. She sat next to me on what was left of the couch after my ass had spread across it. Eventually everyone got to talking again, they greeted me shyly and Jemma and I talked about what it was like shooting a big Hollywood movie. I was glad someone was being nice to me because I was mostly being avoided by everyone else, including all my family and other friends, especially my parents who had left the room. For hours I could hear the people who I grew up with muttering things like "she's disgusting" and "what movie would want a pig that big as a leading actress". After a good chat with Jemma about her new fiancée and the dog they had together, my mum approached me and asked to talk in the kitchen. Jemma helped me up and I followed my mother. She asked me to sit down at the table.
I didn't want to protest after giving her the shock of her life so I did. The chair was uncomfortably small and barely supported my ass. I was puffed out and my heart was beating fast.
"Miya, what's going on?" She asked with my dad's hand resting on her shoulder.
"I had to gain a little weight for the role. I didn't want to tell you because I was so embarrassed."
"This is more than a little weight. Have you thought of your health?!" My dad almost yelled. His expression of anger and confusion matched my mum's expression of disgust as she looked me up and down.
"Of course. I..I had to do it for the role. They've hired trainers to help me lose it all."
They sighed in relief but the look of disgust stayed. They didn't even hug me hello after two years of not seeing me, I was still the same person just in a different body. I wanted to cry and I was so hungry. My stomach was on fire with sharp hunger pains. That was the exact moment the chair chose to collapse right beneath my weight. I fell abruptly to the floor with what used to be a chair sticking into me uncomfortably. My body jiggled like jelly as I flattened what remained of the chair. My mum gasped and then rushed to try to help me up but she couldn't so my dad joined in until I was up on my feet. They could see the distress all over my face and held off commenting for a good two seconds.