chapter 3

My favorite things were the pictures and video of the tiny ultra tight black bikini. I pulled the strings on the bottoms as tight as I could to dig into my hoggish hips and love handels. It felt fantastic. Jiggeling around my embarrassingly fat belly..on camera..and posting it on the internet!!! Pinching it! Demonstrating how it took a second for my jelly pot to stop jiggling once I stopped intentionally moving! Showing what a lazy cow I've been! Was I crazy!? I posted one of the old thin bikini pics side by side with the new black bikini pic. In reality my gain was not quick or intentional but looking at the photos side by side I looked like I just exploded with fat, blew up and inflated with juicy, dimpely pork! I looked like a greedy, sloppy shameless piggy! Why was I ok with this? It got worse... Last night I got to the point that I was begging to be teased, called a piggy. Each comment was like a special prize.The teasing turned me on so much, especially when it came from very fit thin muscular men. Yesterday was such a great day, I was in a constant state of arousal
. I took a long bath where I read stories on FF, by teasesfatties, of course and pictured myself in the gaining character’s role while rubbing my clit and fantasizing about my body growing round and fat, my belly hanging way over my waistband, my thighs so rich and fat that I could barely walk because of them mashing together. So like 40lbs heavier. My thighs are so f***ing fat now, I'd probably have that with gaining 10lbs they definitely rub together now. I fantasized about getting teased, poked, and jiggled by the thin characters in the stories. I took the "pork roast cosplay" photos and video where I'm wear a pink bikini with the strings tied so tight they dug deep into my soft pork. Accentuating all that unsightly celulitte on my bubbery belly, cutting deep into my thick lovehandels that I can't lie to myself about anymore. And I thought about all the things I like to wear and videos I'd like to make. I don't think I'll get to do this but I'd love to make a video where a very thin fit man or woman teases me and pinches, pokes and jiggles my fat, shames and humiliates me for letting my self go so badly. One I will do is similar to the jiggling one I posted but with audio of me acting shocked by how fat I look and talking about how fat I've gotten along with plenty of pinching and jiggling. I ordered a pair of low rise denim Daisy Duke's with laces up the sides that will definitely be too small for me and on top of that I can tighten them up to really pop out my muffin top and with them being very low rise you know that lower belly will just ooze out like a busted can of biscuits and my thighs with definitely look like stuffed Christmas hams for a family of 20 I can't wait !!!

More to come!!