Katie and allyssa

chapter 12 author's note

Hi, this is Austin Michael Lucas from Erie Pennsylvania like some elements of the story had one very important topic suicide on the character Allyssa, when her cousin Katie started to get fat, Allyssa started to gain suicidal thoughts. We already know suicide is not a laughing matter and fat girls are fucking awesome being a closeted fat admirer myself I also love Marvel, DC, Transformers, music from better noise music and usually I would love to date fit girls but after my plans for finding my girl soulmate I would get her fat but back to the serious topic suicide can be preventable if you or someone you loved have thoughts of suicide please call the national Suicide prevention hotline the number is in the author's note

National Suicide prevention lifeline:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
1-800-273-8255

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Fuck Cancer
National Suicide prevention lifeline
National drug helpline
National addiction hotline
22kill

The characters in this story were owned by me and it's fictional
Anyone who rips this off will be punished by me and they will have to give me 20 bucks as their punishment

The end

Song moment:
Badflower - Ghost
(Verse 1)
I tried it once before but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart and all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck but I waited there forever and nobody even looked up I tried it once again and I think I might have messed up I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough but maybe I'm alive cuz I didn't really want to die but nothing very special ever happens in my life
(Chorus)
Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escape in me won't end the pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be
(V2)
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough and I should have told my mother Mom I love you like a good son but this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
(Chorus)
Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escaping me won't end the pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost of the man I was meant to be yeah
(Bridge)
I tried it once again and I think I might black out I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about my blood is all around me I get dizzy if I stand up the cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
(Chorus)
Yeah take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that all the blood escape in me won't end of pain and I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost of the man that I was meant to be
(Outro)
I tried it once again and I think I went too far (the man that I was meant to be) I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart (the man that I was meant to be) I couldn't tell my mother that I love her I'm a bad son this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next

All the songs I put in the story were not owned by me but I decided to make them fit.