chapter 2 - the talk

I knew quickly that this time was going to be different. The typical steps were to get all hot and talk dirty during sex and then revert back to normal and not mention it after we were done.

This time was different as Danielle turned to me and asked me "How are we going to make this work"? This was the first time there was any conversation beyond the bedroom. I was cautious as I was not sure how it would be taken or where the conversation would end up. Little did I know that Danielle was looking for a lot more then just a quick answer.

"I want to know everything you want" she stated while kissing my neck.

"I want to move beyond obese", I admitted, "And I want you to be my feeder and to hold me accountable. I want you to make me admit how much I want this and I want you to tease me as I get fatter."

"What else?" she questioned.

This is where the flood gates opened and I completely opened up and became vulnerable not knowing what to expect. Danielle knows I have a "healthy" sex drive and desires and fantasies. We have talked through some and have fantasized together about others. But nothing has ever been done to hold me accountable to these desires.

"Tell me everything you want. I want to hear you say it."

"I want to be your obese sissy. I want you to treat me as your sissy, your Kori Amber (my sissy name)."

"What does my Kori Amber need" Danielle pleaded as she rubbed my belly.

"I want to grow my breast and forced to feel more and more feminine." We both enjoyed my boobs the last time I gained weight and we have talked and even purchased chastity cages to close off my manhood. Danielle has also made me buy women's undies from previous conversations about enjoying and exploring my Kori Amber side.

The conversation continued as we discussed me going into a chastity cage and wearing women undies going forward. I mentioned using suction cups for my breasts to help with growth and we both decided this was a great idea.

"I need constant communication." I requested. "I want to send you daily pics of bodies I want to look like. I want your feedback. I want your approval and your teasing. I want you to constantly make me admit how much I enjoy this and how I can't stop. Let me know how hot it is to you as well."

We discussed communicating and documenting. We decided that I would send her pics of what I liked. We also decided to update and make public everything of FF. I will be doing weekly weigh-ins and pics of my progress and I will have to keep a journal of what is happening through the week.

Finally we discussed accountability. I was being completely open and we both agreed there needed to be accountability as we both want this. I mentioned the idea of a gainer contract and sent over something for Danielle to complete. She has decided that I will be gaining a minimum of 5 pounds a month. There is the option of bonus weight where Danielle can opt for up to four 10 pound months through the year. A potential of up to 80 pounds for the year and 290 on the scale.

The contract and conversation was complete. Now it was time to start the journey.