chapter 5

Returning home on 06/03/2016 we discovered I had gained another 13lbs. Now sitting at 206lbs. Gaining 24lbs none of my trousers fit and my six pack had gone. I didn’t by any means look fat yet though when I was standing I just looked thicker around my middle. My pecs looked bigger and my arms and shoulders looked bulkier. I was really enjoying the changes. Amy really was too.

13/03/2016
I only gained 6lbs this week now at 212lbs there hasn’t been many changes at all really. I’m eating the same. I have been going to the gym as I have to go there to show that I am staying in shape for when I go back, but I’m not doing any cardio. I lift weights for an hour and then I go to the cafe in the gym and sit and eat cakes and drink high fat creamy coffees till my 2 hours is up then I drive back home.

20/03/2016
Only 2lbs gained this week. 214lbs. It’s quite frustrating really I have been eating more this week than I have before because my capacity keeps increasing, the more I eat the more I can eat. I’m going to decrease the time spent doing weights in the gym and spend more time in front of the TV. I just find it boring sitting around for so long while Amy is working.

27/03/2016
5lbs gained. 219lbs. I mean it’s an upwards trend at least but I was hoping for more. I bought an Xbox which has cured my boredom while Amy isn’t here. I can now spend even more time in front of the TV without feeling the need to get up and walk around for a bit. I get all my snacks, a couple family bags of crisps, some chocolate, some nuts and other bits and sit there munching till lunchtime, I have a hearty lunch that Amy prepared earlier then sit back in front of the TV with more snacks then keep playing till Amy gets home she makes dinner then we sit back with the Tv and watch our programmes until its time for bed.

03/04/2016
8lbs gained. 227lbs. Having gained 45lbs all together now theres definitely some changes in my body. My belly is now there all the time. I can’t hide it. It pushes all of my t-shirts forward and makes all of my button down shirts gape at the buttons. It sits over the top of my jeans standing or sitting now but a couple of inches. I want more though. I love gaining and getting bigger. And i want more quicker. A quick google search and I find theres more people like me. More searching and they have shared their own gaining experiences. I read a few storied on fantasy feeder including one about weight gain shakes. I decided that was an amazing idea. A way to get a boat load of calories into me without too much thought. I got in my car and went to a few different shops. I got high calorie shake powder meant for people lifting weights and intending to put on mass to convert to muscle. Then i went and bought some cream and ice cream. Back home I emptied the tub of cream and added a few scoops of ice cream then a few scoops of the mass powder. The result was a thick creamy mixture. It was delicious and easy to get down. It sat heavy in my belly. I loved the feeling.



10/04/2016
Drinking 2 of those shakes everyday seems to have done the trick. I have gained 14lbs in a week! Putting me at 241lbs. I am noticeably bigger and my belly has started to hang over my belt when standing up. Nearly at my first goal of 250lbs which would put me at an obese BMI I’m excited. I can’t wait to get there but I’m nowhere near done. I still look forward to the number on the scales each week going up seeing if i can beat what I gained last week. I don’t want it to stop.

17/04/2016
I’ve done it! I have got to the first goal weight. I didn’t beat my goal of 14lbs i gained 10lbs. I’m now 251lbs. Amy found out what i was doing with the shakes. I had to explain.
“I got sucked into it” i said “Amy I love gaining”
“I love it too Zach I’m so happy we found it and I can’t wait for you to be bigger but lets slow down have time to enjoy you at one size before you shoot onto the next. The rate your gaining is dangerous. We both said at the start we want you to remain as healthy as we can.”
“I know I’m sorry it was just so fun watching the number go up each week and seeing the number of how many lbs I had gained each week going up too. I just wanted more and more.
She put a hand to my rather large hairy middle.
“I know I did too Zach but you need to slow down”
So that was that I stopped eating quite as much and stopped the shakes.