When she went away (6500 calories a day)

chapter 1

Whenever I go away for work, I look forward to it because I know I'm free to eat whatever I want.

I am in complete control.

Okay, that's rubbish.

I LOSE complete control.

I am a fat man. I love being fat. I love eating. More specifically, I love overeating and getting fatter.

I am now twice the weight of my ex girlfriend who was obese herself.

My current girlfriend normally does all the cooking at home. She keeps me well fed.

But I'd love to eat more.

And secretly, I know she'd love me to as well.

I can't put my finger on why we've never come clean to each other about our desires.

Perhaps it's a shame...

But perhaps it also heightens the fantasy when one of us goes away and I pig out for the entire time.

From the moment, the bus collected her from the bus stop on Monday morning, I was locked on.

I had a goal in mind.

Apparently, if you eat 2.5 times your regular daily calorie intake, you'll gain 1lb per day MORE than whatever track you're currently on.

Learning this, I knew a plan had been set.

I had a few "meals" planned out. But in reality, I knew I'd be eating throughout most of the day.

If I was going to gain 1 lb per day on top of my current gaining capacity, I'd need time as well as food.

So, I booked a half day vacation each week day and make sure I had no plans for the weekend.

When I was ordering the online grocery shopping a few days before, it became apparent how excited I was by the growing stiffness within my boxers.

The bedroom door was closed so I unbuttoned my trousers to fondle myself as I added delicacy after delicacy to my shopping cart.

When the cart reached the maximum $200, I realized I'd been pleasuring myself for a full 10 minutes.

As I approached capacity of both the shopping cart and as I much I could take without ruining the bedsheets, I decided it was time to enter my credit card details and exit the bedroom swiftly.

As I closed my laptop lid and pulled up my trousers, I realised how much I needed this week.

Roll on Monday morning.