chapter 3 - pain and pleasure

I stayed silent because I really didn’t know what to say. Jim had all the control here. I was helpless and indisposed. What could I even say right now? Speaking took way too much energy anyway.

I could just hear him stifling through the Fitzgerald file and then I heard the snap sound of a camera. I started to panic and managed to say “Stooop”. He laughed and said, “Don’t worry I’m not taking pictures of your enormous ass. I’m just snaping the files for the office. There’s no fucking way I’m leaving you. I’ll just send them over and take a day off.”

I relaxed but still what the hell did he want? Why won’t he just let me enjoy this by myself?

He stood up and started ripping the nightgown that was stuck under my breast, cutting my circulation. “Isn’t that better? he asked knowing full well I wouldn’t answer. “You really got yourself in quite the predicament. You should have asked someone to help you with this. Why enjoy this all to yourself?”

He ran his fingers along my back sending shivers through me. “You’re so big! You’re lucky I’m the one who came to you. These pills are more impressive than I expected.”
My thoughts were drowning in panic. How did he know about the pills? Was he on the site? I moved my lower legs a bit to try to see if I could roll on my back now. No luck! I was still stuck and now I had a spectator that just watched me. I couldn’t see him but I could feel him touching me and I felt violated and helpless.

“So, you’re stuck on your belly I see. Must be quite uncomfortable! Are you sure you want me to leave? I could help you?” he teased.

I just breathed heavily still strained to breathe. “I’ll take that as a sign that you need me! Give yourself as much of momentum as you can and I’ll push you to your front.” He came to my right side and was ready to start pushing. “You are lucky your bed is so big, if not you’d just have to enjoy the floor. ok. 3, 2, 1”

I gave myself as much of a jerk as I could, and he completely rolled me to my front and fell on me as my bed collapsed on the ground. As he got off me he just looked at my face and I could finally see him. I was breathing heavily and still couldn’t speak but he just looked into my eyes and said “Hey, are you ok? That was quite a collapse! I’m afraid you’ll need a new bed frame.”

It felt like I could finally breathe, but I was still massively impacted by my huge chest that was rising and falling slowly. My arm was throbbing, the impact it took from rolling on my back made my shoulder hurt so much! “Jim, … my … arm..!”

He immediately straightened it and released it from my fat. As soon as he did, the pain was instantly released! “That better?” he asked dipping his head above me so I could see him. “Yes,” I exclaimed.

He started putting pillows behind me to prop me up. As he did, I could finally see myself. Seeing my belly for the first time turned me on so much! It was massive. I couldn’t see above it, but I could feel it above my knees. I panted as a rush of desire came over me. It was so good that I almost forgot that I wasn’t alone. Jim joined in gently massaging parts of my belly. He got to the edges of my sagging belly, and I felt him dig his arm under it. It felt so good that I didn’t even care that my co-worker I hadn’t ever noticed much before was now elbows deep into my fat rolls.

Somehow, he knew what the pills were, he came by just at the right time and he seemed to be enjoying himself right now. I tried not to overthink it but was it too much of a coincidence?