Chapter 4

15) Dear Carol!
Great that you’ve answered so quickly, I like to see your mails so much! As for toileting, as far as I could understand from your words, at your present size you dont feel the very processes of the passing out of your pee and poop through your slit and anus? You feel your peeing mostly because you feel warmth of the liquid when it flows already by your legs, but not because you feel clearly the very process of peeing itself, you dont feel (as clear as at 500 lbs or so) how your pee goes internally from your bladder to your pee-hole and comes out through your pee-hole, yes? Same for pooping: as far as I see, you feel it not always, but only if your poo-poos are especially big and so they stretch your anus too much while passing through it. Do I understand it right? If it is so, then it means that your sphincters (of your pee-hole and ass-hole) have weakened and got so «lazy», that they lost their ability to feel sharply the outcoming of your waste through them and stopped to send to you the standard sensual signals about it. That’s why you are so fully incontinent with your peeing and pooping, and in the same time dont feel these processes rather clearly (as you have felt them earlier and as I still feel them). Though I enjoy the sharp feeling of outcoming of my waste through my nether holes, I think its a very thrilling and inspiring fact that your body is so fat and lazy that it has lost this feeling (or almost lost - I suppose some remnants of this feeling you still enjoy) and produces wee-wees and poo-poos almost «unconscoiusly», automatically, «absent-mindedly», so that even you yourself cant feel it in any other way, than by its consequences on your body (flowing of the liquid by your legs and overstretching of your anus), without feeling it internally! Such extreme grade of bodily laziness and self-spoiling is really fascinating.
And it is nothing strange that you loose control of time and have all in blur, all our days are as one bliss of eating, pampering and bodily pleasures.



You tell me that you still make some movements and that your two maids help you with them. What are these movements and how they help you to perform them? You write, «sometimes I am helplessly trying to do other things (with your hands) but I can’t» - what are these things?


You wrote that sometimes you stay still on your fours to be fucked by your hubby from behind; how they help you with it? I think that from shaking of your body while this sexual excersize yuo must sometimes have your wee-wees and poo-poos just while your hubby is inside you. Do you have such accidents and how he accepts them?


Have you ever constipations? I have, and they help me too poop by oiling and finger stimulating of my anus and by massaging my belly and anal area.


And have you still any sexual pleasures? Do they dildo or finger you pussy and/or anus? And do you get any pleasure from sex with your hubby when he pumps you from behind?


Then I think you often pee and poop while sleeping. I myself have many such accidents, and my pee-hole and ass-hole are not so weakened still as your ones, so I think you have such accidents more often? If so, do you wake up immediately from the feeling of your waste in betwen your legs, or do you just continue to sleep? As for me, sometimes it is the first case with me, sometimes the second one.


Your breaasts are huge, my ones are much smaller. But my thighs, apron and pubic mound are gigantic, it seems almost all I gained has gone just there. My mound is so huge and hanging that its almost impossible to get access to my slit, when i lie in reclining - in this pose my pubic mound lies heavily just on the inner folds of my thighs and ass-cheeks, however far they spread my legs. And thus if even they lift up my belly apron from my thighs and knees, my pubic mound covers and takes all space in between my thighs, ass and belly in this pose, and thus still greatly obscures any way to my slit. Thats why my slit can be seen and well opened only if i am on my fours or on my side. Im very proud with my pubic mound, it hangs down for 12 1/2 inch, almost to my knees level! My pussy lips are hugely obese too, they overlay my slit with fat layer of 4 inch, so my clit is buried in the very depth of a canyon of fat with walls of 4-inches height. I think I have the fattest pussy in the whole world, or one of the fattest pussies. How fat is your one, if you know?


Your gaining is wonderful, but I think you must be careful to adapt to it, so that it would be not hurtful for your health.


I eat cakes too, cakes and fries. And gallons of sweet shakes. Quite as you, I dont like to strain with chewing, I like soft food.


«What are they doing with you?»
They help me to move, pamper me and make the things I like most of all, I mean the various combinations of feeding, sexual caressing, nursing and toiletries. E.g. when I feel my asshole is tough and I d need to strain very much to poop (I hate to strain my body at all), we do as follows. They help me to stay with my knees on the floor nefore a sofa and my upper torso lying on the sofa itself, so that my belly is pressed to the edge of sofa and so it presses on my belly and so stimulates my pooping. Then my hubby sits before my face on the sofa, naked and with a huge plate of cakes and cream, and he puts cream on his dick and then inserts his dick in my mouth, I suck it. From time to time he takes his dick out of my mouth and stuffs my face with cake, then inserts dick again. Meanwhile his hands are mostly busy with caressing of my neck folds, cheeks, chins and breasts (except the moments when he puts cream on his dick and cakes in my mouth). While he treats my upper part in this way, his sys sits behind of me. She spreads my ass and pussy, oils, stimulates and massages my anus, then begins to finger my vagina with one hand and to tease my clit with another. While fingering my lovehole she presses on its back wall to press on my tough mass of poop, which can be felt through the back wall of my vagina, and to stimulate it to move out. As the result, my poop begins its journey to my anal opening and through it, and I pee as well. So I poop, pee, have my vagina and clit caressed, suck his dick and eat sweet food in one time, it all ends with wild orgasms and bloated belly.


I am more and more excited by my body and easpecially when it is performing its functions... With the help of several mirrors they show me sometimes, how my obese nether parts looks like when I pee and poop. So I’ve seen myself in all details how my pee comes out from my slit and my poop comes forward from my anus. In this situation im lying on my side, they set the mirrors as its necessary, my hubby then lifts up one of my leg and his sys spreads my fat masses in between my legs so that my feminine slit and anal opening can be seen in the bottom of this deep spred canyon in my fat that I have there down below. Then I begin to pee and poop and see in one of the mirrors how my yellow stream springs from my pussy crack just in air (with my pussy spred handfully I produce the normal stream) and then flows on my thigh, and how my large logs of poop stretch and pass my ass-hole. Im very aroused by the sighting of my obese nether areas producing pee and poop, not to mention the great pleasure of my relievance!

Have you any doctor visits? I have sometimes, they are awful.

Have you sexual arousement/pleasure when they massage your pussy and anal area?


Love,
Sandra.
Id like to see you near me!