chapter 5: college desks being the absolute worse

attending college as a morbidly obese girl is quite a struggle.

as i mentioned in one of my earlier chapters, the desks are far too small (for me at least). some classes have those shitty desks that are attached to a chair. they have always been uncomfortable and tight for me, but i’ve reached a new level.

as i keep gaining weight, it gets harder and harder to squeeze myself into them. my ass fills up the entire seat: the entire back of the chair is covered by my enormous behind. a part of my belly is under the desk and the upper part lays on top of the desk, giving me almost no space to actually work. not to mention how i spill out from the sides, making the chair look like miniature doll furniture. every breath i take is a struggle because my stomach pushes against the desk even more and i can sense the desk complaining.

i usually wait for most people to be out of the class to get myself out of my seat, because it does get quite complicated. however, the other day we had a test and when we were done with it, we had to get up, leave it on the teacher’s desk and leave.

so when i finished, i got up and the entire desk came with me. just like the time i got stuck on a plastic chair. i stumbled back and sat back down. i felt a few eyes looking at me discreetly as i struggled. i felt my face getting so red. i subtly tried pushing myself out of it, but it was hard. as i got half of my body out, the desk started lifting on the other side because of how much weight there was on one side. i rapidly got myself out before the whole thing tipped over thankfully.

as i got up i felt like i had gone through a whole workout. my face was red and hot and i felt sweat under my chins. as i walked towards the teacher’s desk, i knocked out one of my classmate’s pencil case. she looked at me in an annoyed expression as i picked it up and gave it to her. then i handed in my test and my teacher looked at me as if i was about to eat him or something.

i left the class as soon as possible.