Chapter 1: The (re-)awakening

Aliya's beauty had always been undeniable. Her long, flowing black hair framed her flawless face, her full lips curving into a captivating smile. Her deep dark eyes with long eyelashes were thanks to her beautiful Indian mother. Her lean, toned physique was the envy of many, with her slender waist, toned legs, and a shapely, perky butt. GHer breasts, full and inviting, frequently drew hidden glances from both guys and women. While being curvy in the right spots, Aliya's body was the epitome of grace and elegance, and she wore her confidence with ease. She knew of the effect she had on most men she talked to, and liked wearing stretch pants and tight fitting clothes to accentuate her curves.

Yet, deep within her, a yearning for something else had always been present—an unexplored desire to experience pleasure in ways she would think were wrong and too dirty to think about. She didn’t know where these thoughts came from, but as a child, Aliya had already secretly stuffed pillows under her shirt, pretending she was fat. This fantasy would be pushed to the back of her mind as she became a teenager, wanting to be one of the popular girls that every guy wanted to be with. So throughout her school years, Aliya was the picture-perfect girl who got all the looks from the boys and the envy of her female classmates. But in reality, society's norms and expectations dictated her life, forcing her to maintain her slender figure and uphold her role as the beautiful girl who had it all. She knew there was something else within her, but she shut these thoughts out, tried to silence them. Every time she would think about them, she would start doing squats, trying to push these thoughts as far away as possible. Exercising her (curvy) butt seemed like the right response to these unwanted, naugty thoughts.

It was a quiet afternoon in her parent’s apartment, when Aliya found herself mindlessly browsing the internet, seeking a distraction from studying for her final exams. Soon she would be free to do whatever she wanted. She felt trapped, and even though to an outsider’s perspective she had it all. But inside her, she resented this life she had. She was perfect, but she wanted imperfection. Being desired gave her no chills, not the comments people made on her body when she went for a jog. She wanted to be…

As she clicked from one video to the next on her instagram feed, unbeknownst to her, something might have changed in the algorithm showing her videos. It had started by just browsing but as she liked clips of curvy women wearing fashionable to clothes, the algorithm had learned to show her more of this content. Slowly she saw more clips of women embracing their curves, some of them even talking about how body positivity had enriched their lives. Being free from social norms felt liberating, Aliya found the videos very inspiring, but also something stirred within her.
And before she knew what it was, all of a sudden, the next video she saw was of a fat woman, plopping her fat gut into a sink. She gulped. The sink was almost covered with the fat gut spilling inside. Aliya's throat closed as she stared at the video. She felt her cheeks grow warm. She watched it again and again, mesmerized by the slow motion of the fat rippling through the woman's body. Almost in trance, she slipped one hand into her panties, as she clicked on the account of this woman. She scrolled through her Instagram feed with increasing speed, trying to find her first post - had she always been this fat? Scrolling down, she saw videos of the woman drinking milkshake while not wearing a top, or shaking her fat gut while she was on all fours, or her stepping on the scale reading the number out loud and shaking her fat gut which swayed in a slow motion. This woman had fattened herself up deliberately! Aliya's thoughts were consumed as she scrolled more and more and finally found the first video: A slim woman, just like her, talking about how she would one day become too fat to be able to leave her bed.
Her mind blank, she was rubbing herself all the time while she was browsing. She had to find out more about this woman. She googled her, and soon ended up on a website where this woman had an account. This particular website celebrated women who indulged in deliberately stuffing themselves every day, their bodies growing fatter and fatter as a result. The images and stories shared by these women ignited a spark within Aliya, a feeling that had been lying dormant within her.

Intrigued and excited, Aliya couldn't tear her eyes away from the screen. With her heart pounding and her hands trembling, she hesitantly stood up and walked over to the full-length mirror in her room. As she gazed at her reflection, she saw her feminine form in a new light. She imagined her toned, flat stomach growing softer, expanding slowly as it filled with layers of plush fat. Her perky, full breasts began to sag under their newfound weight, the once-firm globes now heavy and pendulous. Her shapely behind expanded, the once tight and toned muscles now covered in dimpled, jiggling flesh.

As Aliya let herself be consumed by these fantasies, she was both repulsed and strangely turned on. She couldn't help but feel dirty for indulging in these thoughts, but at the same time, she found herself unable to resist the excitement that coursed through her. It was as if a dam within her had broken, releasing a flood of hidden desires and fantasies that she could no longer ignore.

As she stood in front of the mirror, Aliya traced her fingertips along her flat stomach and up to her full breasts, picturing the transformation that could take place. Her breathing grew heavier, and she could feel her heartbeat pounding in her chest. The excitement was almost too much to bear.

With each lingering touch, she imagined her body gradually changing, her once toned and firm flesh becoming softer and more pliable. She pictured her waistline expanding, her hips widening, and her thighs growing thick and fleshy. Her hands reached for her perky, firm breasts, imagining them growing heavier and more pendulous, their weight causing them to sag under their newfound fullness. And finally, her shapely behind, once tight and toned, now covered in dimpled, jiggling flesh.

The more she allowed herself to be consumed by these fantasies, the more they excited her. She felt an insatiable curiosity to explore this hidden part of herself, to delve into the taboo world of deliberate weight gain and indulgence. As she continued to touch herself, the line between fantasy and reality began to blur, and she found herself unable to resist the temptation to take the first steps towards fulfilling her deepest desires.

Tearing her gaze from the mirror, Aliya knew that she could no longer ignore this unexplored part of herself. The excitement that coursed through her was too powerful, too thrilling to ignore. The thought of pursuing her secret fantasies, of watching her body transform into a soft, voluptuous figure, filled her with a sense of daring and anticipation. As she stood there, her heart pounding and her hands trembling, Aliya made a decision that would change her life forever.

After making the decision to pursue her secret fantasies, Aliya knew she had to be cautious and discreet in her actions, especially since she was still living with her parents. As she prepared for her final exams, she devised a plan to indulge herself in a way that wouldn't arouse suspicion.

One day after school, instead of heading straight home, Aliya made her way to the nearest McDonald's. Her heart raced with anticipation as she stepped inside, her eyes scanning the menu for the most indulgent, calorie-laden options. She placed her order, which included multiple burgers, large fries, and a milkshake, and found a quiet, secluded corner to enjoy her feast.

As she took her first bite, the flavors and textures overwhelmed her. She had never allowed herself to indulge like this before, and the sensation was intoxicating. With each mouthful, she felt a thrill running through her, her mind filled with images of her body changing and growing softer with every calorie she consumed.

Once she had devoured her McDonald's meal, Aliya knew that she needed to take her indulgence even further. She stopped by a grocery store on her way home and purchased a half-liter carton of full-fat cream. Upon arriving home, she stealthily made her way to her room, ensuring that her parents didn't notice her carrying the cream.

Behind the closed door of her bedroom, Aliya opened the carton and began to drink the thick, rich cream. Each gulp filled her with a sense of euphoria, as she imagined the calories flooding her body, irreversibly adding to her figure. The thrill of consuming so much forbidden food, coupled with the secrecy of her actions, sent shivers down her spine.

As she lay on her bed, her stomach full and heavy from her indulgence, Aliya felt a mixture of pleasure and excitement. She had taken her first steps towards fulfilling her fantasies, and the thought that these calories could not be undone filled her with a sense of exhilaration. While she knew that her journey had only just begun, Aliya was eager to continue exploring her desires, pushing the boundaries of what she had once thought was possible.

In a trance-like state of mind, Aliya found herself unable to resist her deepest desires. She felt an insatiable hunger within her, a yearning to let herself go and embrace the irreversible changes she was inflicting upon her body. In her dreamy haze, she fantasized about her breasts swelling, her tummy growing soft and round, her butt becoming plump and jiggly, and her thighs thickening with layers of fat.

Silently, she ventured down to the kitchen and gathered as much calorie-rich food as she could carry. Laden with indulgent treats, she carefully made her way back to her room, excitement coursing through her veins. Once inside, she locked the door and sat on her bed, lightly dressed and surrounded by the decadent spread.

Aliya began to gorge herself, her trance-like state guiding her hands as she shoveled mouthful after mouthful of fattening food into herself. As she ate, she imagined her once toned body transforming, each calorie she consumed settling into her breasts, tummy, butt, and thighs, making them grow heavier and softer.

She could feel the desire welling up inside her, consuming her rational thoughts as her hands began to explore her body, unable to stay where they belonged. With each mouthful, she felt her control slipping away, giving in to the overwhelming sensations that overtook her.

The guilt, shame, desire, and lust swirled within her, intensifying as she continued to stuff herself. She was powerless to resist the deep-rooted need to become fat, her entire being focused on the act of eating and the irreversible damage it would do to her body.

Finally, her binge reached its climax—an explosion of emotion that left her breathless and trembling. Exhausted from the intensity of her desires and the sheer volume of food she had consumed, Aliya lay on her bed, her body heavy and sated.

As she drifted into a deep, dream-filled sleep, her mind was filled with strange visions of a new life, one where she was free to indulge her most hidden desires, and the transformation that would come as a result.