Chapter 2 : The message

Emily's curiosity about feederism and her desire to learn more about it led her to reach out to Lena through the comments section of her YouTube channel. She left a message under one of Lena's videos, expressing her interest in the subject and asking if she would be willing to talk to her more about it.

The comment read:

"Hi Lena, I just wanted to say how much I enjoyed your vlogs about feederism. As a sociology student, I find this subculture fascinating and I would love to learn more about it. If you're open to it, I would love to talk to you more about your experiences and what led you to become involved in feederism. Thank you for sharing your story with the world!"

After leaving the comment, Emily decided to send Lena a private message on YouTube, hoping to establish a more direct line of communication. The message read:

"Hi Lena, I hope you don't mind me reaching out to you like this. I just wanted to say how much your vlogs about feederism have captured my interest, and I was wondering if you would be willing to speak with me more about this subject. I'm a sociology student and I'm considering writing my thesis on the social dynamics of feederism. I think it's a complex and fascinating subculture, and I would love to learn more about it from someone who has experienced it firsthand. If you're open to it, I would love to set up a time to talk more about this with you. Thank you for considering my request."

As Emily continued to watch Lena's vlogs about feederism, she couldn't help but notice the disturbing and hurtful comments that some viewers had left on the videos. Some of the comments were downright cruel, mocking Lena and her boyfriend for their weight gain and calling them names like "disgusting" and "freaks".

Her heart sank as she read through the comments, feeling angry and sad at the same time. She knew that feederism was a controversial subject, but she didn't understand why people felt the need to be so cruel to Lena and her boyfriend, who were simply sharing their story and experiences.

Feeling a sense of determination, Emily decided to respond to some of the comments herself, defending Lena and calling out the toxic behavior of those who were leaving hurtful messages. She spent hours typing out thoughtful and compassionate responses, trying to educate and enlighten those who were quick to judge.

But despite her best efforts, Emily couldn't shake the feeling of frustration and sadness that lingered with her as she read through the comments. She knew that this was just a small glimpse into the larger issue of online bullying and hate speech, but it still hit close to home.

She closed her laptop and stood up from her desk, Emily made a promise to herself to use her research on feederism to shed light on the complexities of this subculture and to advocate for a more compassionate and understanding approach to those who participate in it.

As Emily sat scrolling through her social media, she felt a jolt of excitement as a notification popped up on her screen. It was a response from Lena.

Heart racing, Emily clicked on the message to read Lena's response. It read:

"Hi Emily, I'm so glad you enjoyed my vlogs about feederism and that you find this as fascinating as I do. I would be happy to talk to you more about my experiences and what led me to become involved in feederism. It's always great to connect with someone who is genuinely interested in learning more about this world. Let's set up a time to talk more about this. Looking forward to it!"

Emily couldn't help but beam with excitement as she read Lena's message. She was thrilled that Lena was open to speaking with her and sharing her story. This was exactly the kind of insight she needed for her thesis.

She spent hours diving deep into the world of feederism, scouring forums and websites for information and insights. As she read through personal accounts and testimonials from those who participated in this subculture, she couldn't help but be struck by how confident and gorgeous the feederism girls seemed to be.

Despite the harsh criticism and negativity they faced from some corners of society, these girls exuded a sense of beauty and self-assurance that was both captivating and inspiring. Emily found herself drawn to their unapologetic confidence and their willingness to embrace their bodies and their desires, even in the face of societal pressure to conform to a narrow definition of beauty.

It was a complex and nuanced subject, and Emily knew that there were no easy answers or simple solutions. But still, she couldn't help but feel a sense of admiration for the girls who were unafraid to embrace their bodies and their desires, even in the face of such intense scrutiny and judgement.

As she closed her laptop and sat back in her chair, Emily knew that her research on feederism was only just beginning. But she was excited to continue exploring this fascinating and controversial subject, with an open mind and a commitment to understanding all sides of the story.