Chapter 39 - Epilogue A

With my Fiancé gone, I used the alone time to scratch an itch I hadn't been able to scratch for a few days. Don't get me wrong, I loved my Fiancé, and she was beautiful. Still, certain aspects of her didn't satisfy every aspect of my recent sexual interests. One interest in particular that I'd kept hidden from everyone who knew me well.

Heading upstairs, I made sure my fiance's and my bedroom door were locked to be extra cautious. From there, I sat at my desk, opened my laptop, and went to Clipsforsale. I'd seen a particular video months ago that I'd wanted to check out with one of my favorite models but had felt too ashamed to buy it. It was... depraved, to say the least, but given I hadn't jerked off to my newest fetish in a week, I was feeling like I was in a pretty perverse mood myself.

The two hot blondes in the thumbnail already had my cock throbbing. In the tiny picture, both hotties looked to be wearing slutty looking crop tops and skimpy underwear with some very intriguing accessories that were getting my heart rate going. One of these babes, I'd become particularly partial to, following her content for the better part of the past two years. I'd even subscribed to her Onlyfans and chatted with her, dirty talking on multiple occasions. I thought she was gorgeous and had an ass that could easily make me nut.

I clicked on the thumbnail of the clip for sale and the video description and considered whether to buy it. I decided to click the 30-second preview.

"F*ckpigs, come here! Line up!" A man's voice said, and seconds later, two massive and sexy as fuck SSBBWs waddled into the shot. The bigger of the two was a model named Velvet, and the other girl was a fatty that I'd been following closely since she'd started posting fetish content. A gainer named Haley the Hog.

From those early days of posting when she used to be in the low 400s, she was one of the fattest web models I cranked it to. Absolutely my first SSBBW. At the time, I remember thinking that she was too fat for my tastes, often closing the tabs with her pictures and videos with regret as soon as I got off. Haley, like many of the fat fetish web models I jerked it to, was especially hot to me because she used to be skinny. The before pictures she posted showed me a very different girl than the fata*s who stuffed herself on camera. I'd have never thought I'd continue to follow her as she purposefully gained weight, pushing past 500 and now 600 pounds. Sometimes I wished I hadn't discovered Haley, so I could keep jerking it to smaller fats with the occasional SSBBW regret wank. Yet Haley had made my sick brain even sicker, pulling me by my dick deeper into this fetish as she ballooned in weight and depravity. God damn, I wanted to stick my dick in a fatty as big as her.

The video cut to Haley whining at Velvet. "You may be fatter than me, but I bet my belly button is deeper than yours." The camera zoomed in on Haley's deep navel as she fingered it.

The preview cut to a shot of Haley taking a cock up her belly button, moaning and oinking as if she was having sex. *Snort* uhhh *Snort* oooooh *Snort* yes!!"

Again the preview cut to Haley and Velvet kneeling in front of a cock, Haley sucking it, and Velvet looking on with jealousy. "Come on, you fat slut. Like, stop being such a pig! Share!"

I was sold, buying the clip and barely making it three minutes in before I busted a nut. Fuck, I loved SSBBW sluts. Before closing the laptop, I glanced at a few more of Haley's videos I'd had my eye on. Videos like 'Roommate walks in on me masturbating,' 'Oinkgasm,' 'SSBBW Hog Fatfishes Tinder Date: Fat Chat,' and 'Fatty begs for sex: JOI.' Haley made the kind of content I loved, and no one made content as perverse as her.

I felt the slightest bit guilty that getting off to feedism porn sometimes got me more excited than sex with my fiance. To be fair, I had been much friskier around Alison now that she was a bit chubby, but she still didn't know about my interests and proclivities towards much bigger women. Honestly, given how much I knew Alison had a deep-rooted fatphobia, I had no plans on letting her in on my deepest, darkest secret. That being said, I'd almost had a few mishaps that nearly blew my cover with Alison.

Early on, back when Alison and I had just gotten back together, she'd found some pictures of a fat belly on my phone from a girl who had sent them to me during Alison and my two-year hiatus. I'd forgotten to delete those pictures when Alison and I started officially dating. When she'd found them, I laughed it off as a practical joke that one of my friends had played on me, and Alison never caught onto the truth. Another time, I thought Alison had caught me checking out a big girl walking by us in the mall who had some spare tire hanging out of her top. Yet, seemingly, Alison didn't notice me whipping my head around to see what the big girl looked like from behind. Knowing Alison, she would've said something, but I remember her acting a bit odd the rest of the day.

And the worst was when I'd recently accidentally left a video of an SSBBW web model named Velvet on my laptop, which Alison saw and subsequently confronted me. I'd managed to convince her that the site she'd found, Plump Hotties, was a pop-up ad from my usual pron. Still, despite her buying my lie, Alison played a few seconds of the video in front of me, and the disgust on her face was palpable. The video had Velvet in one of her more popular outfits, a red sports bra with a red and white cheer skirt, giving her an almost comically obese appearance, dressed as a cheerleader. Velvet was in the process of mindlessly eating 3 large pizzas while lazily sitting on a couch. Though I traditionally didn't tune into Velvet's content that much and didn't know too much about her, she was one of the most attractive ssbbws on the scene (Even if she came off as kind of dumb). Regardless, after Allison had found that video and bought my lie about it, I'd been much more careful since.

Taking my laptop to my bed, I continued scrolling through Haley the Hog's clip site, but my thoughts flicked to someone else. I took a moment to check and see if the model Lardslut had posted anything recently. It had been over a year since she'd gone dark and deleted all her content, which was a shame, given she was (for obvious reasons) my favorite model who never showed her face. Though she rarely posted content to begin with, even when she was posting, I used to drop everything I was doing to see. Eventually, something happened, and those posts stopped, severing my last method of keeping up with her. As I lamented this apparent continued disappearance of Lardslut from the community, my thoughts turned back to Alison.

Often, I forced myself to think about Alison whenever Lardslut came into my thoughts. As best I could, I needed to be better about moving on and being fully invested in Alison. So instead, I started to imagine my Fiancé, Alison, as she currently was. A bit chubby. Then, I pictured what she'd look like if she put on another 20 pounds, then 50 more, then 100 more, then 200 more. Fuck, I wanted that. A big fat tubby 600-pound SSBBW version of my fiance bouncing on my dick, stuffing her face like a fucking glutton as I railed her. What I wouldn't give to slowly turn Alison into an absolute f*tass, sticking a funnel in her mouth and filling her to capacity day after day. Nothing got me harder than fantasizing about it. I knew what this meant. The more I thought about it, the less I could reject it. All those years ago, when I'd fucked Camryn Prig (aka Lardslut), she'd turned me into an FA... but now... now I was more than that. I know now, deep down, I'm a feeder.