chapter 3: dark fantasy

[I gained more weight this year, which made me imagine what would have happened if I had gained even more... This story is some very dark fantasy from me, involving severe health issues. hope you'll like! ]

Hi everyone! Time to give you some news. 2017 finished in a real food frenzy for me... I had lots of feeding/stuffing sessions since I found a part time feeder. He started quite gently with me but as weeks passed he became really aggressive until late november, when he started to keep me completely stuffed nearly all day long!!

As you know, my mobility was already impared by my weight and complete lack of exercise... I was already totally out of shape and leaving my flat was a chore and it let me exhausted! That's when my feeder, let's call him John, came in my life. He lives two floors upstairs. I knew him for a long time, always kind with me and always wanting to help. He noticed that my recent weight gain made it difficult for me to go out or do my daily chores, so he offered his help more and more often. My total laziness made me accept his help, and we became closer. One day he was watching me struggle to get up from my couch and he said that he found it quite hot... Honestly i was suspecting that he was a FA since he spend alot of his spare time helping a ssbbw! Since that we became sort of sex friends.
He was pampering me, always at my foot and hand, doing all the daily chores, helping me so I didn't have to do the slightest effort, which included preparing meals, and eventually feed me.
Honestly, that was hot!! Having him around doing everything for me, pleasuring me in every way possible, including feeding me, was a dream come true! I really indulged, and I slowly let him control every aspect of my life! Time passed by, consisting in meals, sex, more meals. The more I ate, the more and wanted to have sex with me, which led to more feeding sessions... I knew i was gaining, but he was so kind! At first we only had a few feeding sessions, but as time went by, there was more and more food and meals involved. Increasing weight and having him at my service made me more and more lazy... And my total lack of activity led to increased weight gain... I knew he totally loved it, and really he showed me! :)
He was here to help me out of bed, to help me in the shower, to assist me in the toilets, he helped me getting dressed... All of that was becoming harder for me to perform but because of his help I didn't noticed. Our lovemaking was becoming more and more exhausting for me, we had to use new positions to achieve penetration and allow me to orgasm... I was panting like a dog even if I was totally passive!! I liked that so much that I blindfolded me. Soon he insisted that I didn't waddle without his help, or eventually he made everything so I didn't need to leave my bed or my couch. He started to feed me more and more often... The meals were becoming gigantic! All that kept me in a state of constant arousal! I knew that it was going too far too fast but i loved it!! that climaxed in late november, and lasted until new year's eve! For me it was just a blur of sex/food/helplessness!!

I now have to use a breather to help my overwhelmed lungs fill my vast blubbery body with oxygen. John is out, maybe to the general store to refuell our fridge... I'm plopped on my couch since he led me on it, stuffing my face since god knows how long... I'm chewing mechanically, my body is so full it hurts me. But the pain don't stop me... Food is sooooo good! I keep eating, breathing labourosly, a bead of sweat makes it way from my eyebrow my heart pounding in my chest. Someone knock at the door, must be John... Knock again... F..., it must be one of those home sellers, i didn't got up alone in months!! I can't do it now that i'm completely overstuffed! Third knocking attempt... and fourth one!! God, I have to open the door!!! My heart is racing know, i'm starting to panic!! I start my slow sloshing to get to the edge of the couch, i'm profusely sweating and 'im already struggling to breathe!!!! My heart is beating so hard, i'm in pain! OK, i have to get up alone... With my messed up legs, i doubt i can do it but a fifth knock at the door make me try... OK, I rock back and forth, and let's get up! F...!! I plopped back on the couch! I failed to get up!! My poor pussy is soaked now!! I'm such a whale!! It drives me wild with pleasure!!! I desperatly gasp for breath while i give it another try. I push with all my might, and i feel my ass leaving the couch! That's it! I'm getting up on my own! Suddenly I feel my heart tingle! The pain is so intense, the effort made my legs give up, i fall on the floor... I can't breath, my heart has stopped beating, everything is fading away... It's too late... I went too far!