chapter 1: 18th birthday meltdown

Carly Peterson returns to her mom's house for the night finding out her mom Vivian was arrested for murder and drunken meltdown and sentenced 5 years behind bars, Carly is relieved
Carly sets her birthday cake on the floor on the plastic plate it is on and Carly removes her clothes and gets naked so disgusted by her skinny self she hated her mom for letting her be skinny Carly wanted to be fat so much that she wants to shut herself out from the popular crowd Carly gets on all fours to eat the cake
Carly: you didn't think I would get to the part where I started to gain the weight I want to gain for so long, did you? Before I start gaining weight, I must take you back to where I started looking up feederism.
56 hours ago:
Carly sits down on the bleachers outside near football field during the night of a party smoking a cigarette on school property when she notices a thug beating a fat girl because of who she is and Carly pushes Kevin down letting Kevin know to beat people his own gender and his size Carly tells Jennifer who is a senior in high school to stand up against bullies and Jennifer has been a fat girl her whole life and Carly wanted to the fat. Later that night Carly walks downstairs for dinner but Vivian her mother refuses to feed her and just beats her
Carly: that is Vivian, my fucking abusive drunk mother, she kept me skinny for so long that I could starve, I had my best friend of the past year Jennifer to help me but I will get to that in a second
Carly sits on the porch crying
Jennifer: Carly want to go out?
Carly: Jennifer, was your mom abusive?
Jennifer: nope, she knew I was fat and loved me no matter what and I am your fat best friend
Carly: you're my only fat friend
Jennifer: Carly, was your mother a fatty?
Carly: my dad was before I was born she killed him and blamed me for being born
Jennifer and Carly go to Jennifer's boyfriend Charles who is a chubby chaser and Carly looks in the mirror and fires up a cigarette and Jennifer gets done with her feeding sessions and Carly looks up feederism and Jennifer feeds her and Carly is happy that Jennifer fed her
Back to the 18th birthday:
Carly: there all caught up
Carly eats a cake on all fours and fantasize about being fat
6 weeks later:
Jennifer and Carly have dinner with Morgan who is Jennifer's mother who was nearly murdered by Vivian as for Carl, Jennifer's father who was murdered by Vivian most recently
Carly, Jennifer and Morgan eat fast food for dinner and Jennifer noticed that Carly started to grow a belly
Later that night:
Carly: Jennifer are you sure about hooking me up with a chubby chaser
Jennifer: yes
Carly: thank you