I have been a feeder and fa as long as I can think back. It really defines my sexuality, it is not a fetish for me, but who I'm, it is the most passionate thing I have in my life, it feels more powerful and satisfying than anything else. I doubt very much if you could condition anybody into being a fa or feeder or feedee: In my theory, you either are (and will always be) or you are not (at which point you will never really find it exciting)
My like for feeding has developed and gotten stronger and stronger, and I also realized that I should gain myself and that I'm really a mutual gainer and that being in a relationship where both want to gain and were both have a very natural and happy relaxed feeling towards fat and fattening must be heaven. For me, fat is probably the sexiest thing there is, what it does with our bodies, how it moves, how it feels, in a way it is pure sensuality and also seems to be made out of pure sex ;-)
Funny enough, while running my website for over 15 years now, everybody that I got in contact with, that I could identify as a real feeder or feedee reported that they had fantasies about weight gain as far back as they can remember and that it has always been there.
9 years