marraige proposal

well.
it doesnt stay a secret for ever...

Immobility for me....
in fantasy and sexually and play is over the top wonderful

IRL - not so much. I miss coming and going as i please. I miss NOT wearing a diaper in case my morning help cant get here in time to help me.

ive embraced this and now i want my life back

It was better than weighing 400 because i could move freely and was independant.
at 200 i was fat and struggled as i got closer to 300 i had to give up on tying shoes and bras.
at 200 i felt solid
300 and above all of this fat felt like it was dissconnected from me and moved out of time with the rest of my body.

its a weird feeling to STOP and have parts of you still move

at home
i just wear a sheet over me
or nothing.
i dont like how clothes feel.
its been months really since i left the house
and i just wore a sheet around me with it safety pinned in places. i guess it was like a dress or tent.
no one was going to see me anyway.
im losing now
hoping ot walk again and actually wear soemthing out in public and shop on my own soon

yeah.
in middle school.
i developed really early
and so i was alwasy the biggest breasted girl in the room.
so in the hallways or at pep rallies or in crowds in general i got groped a lot.

stupid thing was.... if osmeone had just asked ot touch them... i was ok wiht it.
it was just my body

i guess it owuld be nicer to ask than for a stranger t just reach out and star to rub my belly.

honestly i owuld be okay with it. but... sicne i developed early i guess i got sued to being tocuhed i nthe hallways between class and no one ever asked me...

9-10
but its largely due to my legs

why not just put it in a category?
we have categories for M F T
we are categorized by weight and age and height.

i say keep it but keep it in its own place

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