Oh, I found a new favorite drink! Heavy whipping cream with Hershey's syrup- makes Dutch style chocolate milk basically-. 3 days in a row now I've had two quarts a day and a whole bottle of chocolate syrup in them... Heaven!

OMG! I'm so embarrassed! I was getting out of my minivan at Dollar general and the button on my stretchy jeans decided to pop off, causing my zipper to immediately unzip letting my belly burst out, and before I could grab them, they dropped to my ankles leaving me standing there in my favorite rose pink satin panties exposed from my bellybutton to my knees- of course my belly covers the front pretty good so I don't know that anyone saw much but a guy in a big dodge truck blew me a kiss. I almost died right then and there- I was Mortified, but now that I'm home I'm feeling like it was a huge turn on- I gotta go take care of that I think.

So I'm sitting on the potty right now, gently teasing my hard nipples, swirling and pinching them with my fingers- as well as rubbing the huge pregnant looking Orb that is my belly which is resting between my legs on the edge of the seat.

I just had a sort of spiritual thought, that as I sit here, I'm relieving myself of what is left from everything I have eaten. Whether it be organic, processed, fruit, vegetable, meat, or all of the sugary treats I enjoy- all of the food I have eaten, has completed its purpose, much of it has become a part of my growing body, and what my body did not need or want, is now cast off to be returned to the earth.

Someday soon I hope to have a better income so I can eat the way I want to. I am rarely satisfied after a meal, my tummy doesn't tell me when it's full, so even after I eat a large meal, I am still hungry. It's almost a curse, but when I can let go and eat until I can barely move or breathe, and all I can think about is what I'm going to eat as soon as I can reach it...

Its such an erotic feeling to be filled up completely...

So when I've eaten enough in one sitting to feed 5 people for a day, knowing that a lot of that food is going to be a part of me from now on, it almost brings me to orgasm just by rubbing my belly. It's such a turn on.

I need a better job. I need more money for food. *Sigh