Everybody! I turned 25 today! It's crazy. I feel like an old lady. So after dinner with my wonderfully supportive sister all I felt like doing when I came home was being young and fat and sexy

Feeling extra heavy after a big lunch today. I feel Like carrying around all this extra fat on my belly is starting to make me woddle a little. I've never actially measured my belly before but will next week. What do you think I'm at right now?

Was playing around on snapchat last night and found a filter that makes you look fat and tried it out on my belly. I'm thinking of gaining another 30. How much do you think this gain would have to be to get here?

Also going to want to stay away from empire waste dresses with ties that use to actually be completely loose on the bottom but now just stretch against your belly and make the dress look inches shorter than it's supposed to

This dress on the other hand made me realize how bad I'm starting to need new clothes. It was pulling hard against my tummy and I knew that if I wore it to work i'd end up with someone rubbing my belly and asking me when I'm due.

Lesson of the day: loose on the bottom dresses are going to be be a better way to let people adjust to my growing belly

And then this happened the second I got home and took my (now) too tight sweater off. Because trying to suck your giant tummy in all night is super tiring. And letting it be feels WAY better

Tonight I had a work dinner with a bunch of people who haven't seen me in a long time. Many of them were visibly shocked by my physically shocked by the weight. I tried to wear black to keep the shock down and mask the belly a bit but it didn't really hel

I can't believe that these jeans fit me about three months ago and now there is absolutely no way I can get all of my growing belly and ass into them