Diary of teen girl

chapter 2

Dear diary,

I can't believe what I did after school! My parents werent home, when I came. I walked straight to the kitchen, opened fridge and saw half of apple pie. I put it to my plate, and toke ice cream from freezer. I slowly ate it all. It smelled so good, and tasted even better! Cinnamon and apples are best that I know. Ice cream was so perfect, but cold! I felt that I was almost full, but wanted to eat more! I called for pepperoni pizza. Hot cheese and very much oil in pepperoni felt good in my mouth. After one piece of pizza I realized how perfect it felt, and thinking about Annie, Jenny and Fanny to see me huge, made me eat faster. It felt funny, like by eating more I beated them up. I was truly happy in the first time in forever. I had ate hole pizza, when I felt that I couldn't eat anything more. I saw packet of sugar on the table, I toke spoon and started to eat it straight from packet, it tasted so sweet! Every spoon I put to my mouth, made me smile more! I will be huge! No one will stop me! I ate hole packet, and washed my dishes.
I walked to my bed more happily than ever. My belly was full, and seemed big. Then I fell asleep.
After having a little nap, dinner was ready and mom was home. We waited for dad before we started eating. When he finally came home, i felt really hungry. I didn't care how much I ate, until it was hard to be in these jeans. But this was just a start to my journey! I'm not sure how big I want to get, but bigger then better, I kept saying to myself.
After dinner I went straight to upstairs to my room, I closed door and started to rub my belly. Oh, it felt good! That was the moment when I truly made final decission to gain a lots of weight on purpose.
I opened my closet, i knew what I was looking for, chokolate. I got it as present from my aunt at my last birhday. I never touched it before this day, because I wanted to lose weight. But why wont I eat it now, if I want to? I tried to eat it as slowly as I can, so I could enjoy every single piece of it as long as possible. I felt how it melt to my mouth. I started to play with my belly again. I can't wait to see Annie's face on monday when she see me after this weekend...