Diary of teen girl

chapter 3

Dear diary,

days have gone fast, but not as fast as fast food to my mouth. Sounds kind of fun. I haven't went to scale. I want to get bigger surprise at the next time. And there is another reason too, I don't want to stare at numbers, I want to eat what I want whenever I want. I want to enjoy this journey of getting some weight to get some softness to me. I think I am not done yet, I need totally a lot of more. My parents havent still noticed anything, or anyone else, but since I desided to gain weight, I started not to care about others options about me. They can call me pig or disgusting. I love my new myself. Well, have to say that it is not always easy to not care about others, but I have been trying hard, its becoming a lot of easier than before.
Soon its my birhday, do you know what it means? A lots of desserts, sweets and whatever I want! Im so exited! And we are going to watch move too, what would be better than that?
After some weeks it is already really hard to fit on any clothes. Not going to stop me, or even slow me down, i just smiled to myself when I looked at mirror. Everything was so perfect, I was happier than ever!
Then that day came. My parents asked me to come sit with them to couch. So I did it. They started to speak, they said they were really worried about the way I was gaining weight faster and faster. Their words were punch straight to my face. They said, that they had let me gain a little, but now I crossed a line. I wanted to yell them to look at mirror and call me fat again, but I wasnt able to it. Their words hurted, but I didn't want to hurt them with mine. I walked out of living room and went to my room. I slammed a door behind me and fell to bed. What the hell was that supposted to mean? They are both fucking overweight, why couldn't I be too? Why they should be able to stop me gain weight? I could eat without them seeing. Idea of it made me smile. Thats what I was going to do. Hide and eat to get fatter than ever. No one was going to stop me, not some girls in school, not even my parents. I was the one to deside what I do to my body. I desided, that I wasnt going to listen anyone!