Chapter 15 - wake up and the first feeding

I came home from work my usual sad, lonely, dreary self and went into the kitchen and got out a packet of crisps I ate them and put the packet in the bin and cleaned the kitchen. Just as I was scrubbing the last piece of worktop the phone rang I picked up and said
"Hello?"
"Hello, is this Mr. Williams?"
"it is yes how can I help you?"
"Hi Mr. Williams I'm calling from the hospital, Anna Marsland is showing signs of waking up we thought you should know so that if you wanted you could come and be there for her when she wakes up"
"ill be there in 10 minutes. Bye"
I put the phone down and scrambled into the tiny car I fit a lot better now I have lost all of my weight.
When I arrived at the hospital I ran to the room anna was staying in. she was peacefully laid in her bed but her hands were moving they would move to rest on top of her stomach then maybe scratch her head and then go back to by her side and then move around again. Then as if she was waking up from a nights sleep her eyes opened. She looked at me and then at the doctor and the at me again. She brushed her hair back behind her head and gave a thoughtful look at me. She srewed her face up and began to cry. I walked over to her and sat on the bed and hugged her. I was so happy to be able to hold her in my arms again.
"what's wrong?" I asked
"the car crash was terrifying"
"i know babe, just a few more days in here and ill take you home. I wont let anything like this happen to you again"
"a few more days ?!?!?! how long have I been in here ?"
"3 months, I missed you so much"
the doctor left the room and then she asked the question I had been waiting for her to ask.
"right now hes gone I can ask... where has my boyfriends stomach that we put so much time and effort creating gone?"
"im sorry, I didnt feel like eating. You weren't around anymore and I just either couldnt be bothered or didn't want anything I even tried taking appetite stimulants but even though I was in immense pain with hunger I still couldn't be bothered to eat. So all of my weight fell off and im now horribly skinny and weigh less than I did before I even started. But as soon as we are out of here we can start again" I said with the smile she seemed to love.

ANNAS POV

"no we we start now" I said just as a woman walked into the room
"would you like anything to eat like breakfast or just a snack or something perhaps a drink maybe" the woman asked.
"what do you have on the breakfast menu?"
"well all of our meals are your style so you choose what you want and how much you want"
"oh that sounds good" I said "do you do English breakfasts?"
"yes is that what you want"
"yes please"
"ok do you want toast and how many pieces?"
"i think we'll share so please can I have 3 pieces" i said remembering he used to eat 4 slices I intended to eat one of each thing I ordered for him so he'd eat 2 pieces of toast but I don't think ill be eating much because im not hungry at the minute anyway I just want him to eat.
"yep how many eggs?"
"3 please"
"how many bacon rashers"
"6 please"
"how many tomato halves"
"4 please"
"how man hash browns?"
"4 please"
"how many sausages"
"4 please"
"is that everything ?"
"yes thank you"
she scurried out of the room I was really excited to see matt eat again and see how much of this breakfast he could get into him
I turned to him and he was sat on my bed open mouthed staring at me
"what?" I asked
"when you said we start now I didn't think you meant like that"
"like what?"
"trying to make me explode"
"oh don't worry you were eating more than that before I crashed your car. Oh and how did you get here if you don't have your car?"
"i know I was eating more before but I don't think I can eat all that and I came here in your car and I have been doing everyday since the crash and the seat wont move and my legs are quite a bit longer than yours so trying to squash myself into your seat wasn't easy"
"it does move you pull the leaver under the chair"
"there isnt one under the chair"
"there is" I said beginning to laugh
"well I couldn't see one"
"its there trust me" just then the woman that took our breakfast order walked in with our plate of food
"thank you so much" I said smiling at the woman
"its ok, enjoy your food" and she walked out again leaving us with the huge meal
"dig in" I said the toast was cut in half and laid around the edges of the plate, the everything else was stacked on top of each other apart from the tomatoes and the sausages which were lined up next to each other.
"well" I said picking up a half slice of toast and taking a bite as matt did the same but dunking it in an egg first
"this is good" matt said
"im full" I said. I was shocked. I had only got halfway through the half slice of toast and felt really full. It must be because I haven't eaten anything for three months and my stomach isnt used to the weight of food being in it.
"what!?!?!" matt said "you have only eaten a quarter of a slice of toast"
"i know but don't forget that I haven't eaten anything in the past 3 months i'm as shocked as you are"
"guessing im being force fed the rest then"
"not if you dont want to" I said. He smiled his smile and I nearly melted
"course I do its what makes you happy and what makes me gain weight" he lifted his shirt up to show me what damage the past 3 three months did to his figure. You could have counted each of his ribs he was that thin
"dont look so worried" he said "if you keep feeding me portions like this and keep making them bigger then the weight will come back and I read somewhere on the internet the other day that when you lose weight it is very difficult to keep it off unless you are on a strict diet, also the weight comes back on faster than it did the first time and you usually gain more than you did before"
I smiled a big grin and then it went very quicky, I felt really guilty
"whats wrong your really pale" he said in a worried tone
"you wanted to be fat and its my fault you lost all of this weight"
"its not your fault and just think, some of the weight I lost you didnt make me put on. Now its gone you can be the one that makes me go from underweight to obese."
my smile slowly crept back onto his face and he smiled too we looked at each other for a moment before his lips came crashing into mine. Pushing his tongue into my mouth I could taste tomato on his tongue. We finished and he pulled back leaving the grease ofa recently devoured egg on my lips. He resumed eating.
"why did you wear a button up shirt?" I asked
"i wanted to look nice when you woke up"

MATTS POV

this was the only shirt I bought new this week and it was slim fit. It was a little small to begin with for example, my forearms didnt touch the shirt, my biceps were very tight in the shirt, my chest was tight in the shirt so much so that it made a button gape slightly and my stomach and back touched everywhere but the buttons didnt gape they only looked slightly stretched to try to keep my body contained but with all of the food I was currently consuming the shirt was getting tighter and tighter around my middle and the buttons were beginning to show skin between them. My new skinny fit jeans were threatening to burst open any second. While I was eating the last couple of things on the plate I heard a "POP!!" and then a "TING" as my trouser button popped off and bounced off a glass container near annas bed.
"wow, already ??" anna said
I nodded and stood up and walked over to the button I very gingerly bent over to pick up the button and then put it in my pocket I then went and sat down on the bed with anna again.

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