The diary of an insatiable girl

chapter 5 - day 5

It’s only the first day of classes and I already struggled to get into my jeans. I’m sure I would remember if it was this difficult to pull them over my thighs and derriere. I even had to suck in to button them! The end result looked great though, if I may say it myself. The jeans hugged my lower half tightly, showing the great shape of my butt I spent years sculpting in the gym. My jeans weren’t the main issue though. I was spilling out the cups of my bra. And I don’t mean a minor spillage... I must have had another growth spurt last night! I hadn’t had one of those in months! My body always had a great sense for timing… I don’t think you quite realize just how big of a problem this is for me. At my size you really can’t just go to Victoria’s secret and buy a bigger bra or two. I mean there are only few companies who make bras in my size and the sizing is so random that it’s really difficult to order a fitting bra online. All the bras I wear are custom made and expensive as fuck! I should have seen this coming though… I already knew my breasts are still growing. Now count in the few pounds I must have gained in the last couple of days… and disaster is born. Anyway, I got to go to class now, I don’t want to be late on my first day.

The first day was awful! My figure draws attention, I get it. I’m used to being popular with guys and hated by girls, but this is ridiculous! I feel like I’m being watched on every single step I take. I don’t know if this town draws in perverts or if guys back home were just more used to seeing me. Most of the guys here don’t even have the common decency to look away and they keep staring at my tits even when I’m looking at them! Six times somebody “accidentally” bumped into me. Six times! Ok, maybe the last guy really was an accident, or at least he looked genuinely embarrassed about it. I feel kinda bad that he was the one I yelled at… But those others! I even heard them laughing about it!

At least the canteen is finally open and I got to say it surpassed my wildest dreams. The place is huge! I don’t think I’ve ever seen so much food in one place! I have one complaint though, there aren’t as many healthy choices as you would expect in this day and age. Even those which were there tasted… I don’t know, bland? Was healthy food always this tasteless and boring? Let me tell you, the constant smell of less than healthy choices didn’t help the matter in the slightest. Maybe it wasn’t the wisest choice to join Abby at the table, but she was the only one I met before and she was actually waving at me. It was a bit difficult not to notice her, even though the canteen was quite crowded. She was taking up a bench meant for two people by herself after all. Half of the table was filled by Abby’s highly caloric meal, the other by my healthy lunch. Abby looked almost offended by the amount of green on my half, I couldn’t stop imagining what would it be like if I had her lunch instead. It wasn’t easy to resist such a temptation, but somehow I made it. I did have to go back for more ‘grass’ as Abby called it. I got to say I really enjoyed hanging up with her. I don’t remember when I have laughed as much as I did talking with her.

I left the canteen with my belly bloated, threatening to pop off the button from my jeans, yet still unsatisfied. I was craving for more. More calories. I still am in this very moment, watching Melissa eating cookies. I crave something I shouldn’t. I feel the empty hole inside my stomach that wants to be filled. I have to resist! I need to be strong. I kinda hoped yesterday’s feasting would get it all out of my system, but it only made it worse. I’m sure if I survive the day, then I’ll be fine. At least I hope so…