Gaining

1. Did you always desire to be fat, as far as you can remember?

A: Nope, but I was always attracted to fat women. Then, as I gained more weight on accident, I realized I loved it.

2. Did your desire appear suddenly, or in a relatively short period of time?

A: It was fairly sudden. I gained a lot of weight quickly, and I realized this is what I want my life to be.

3. Did your desire grow slowly, from trying out a little extra weight, liking it, and going for the next "step"?

A: The weight piled on really quickly like I said. The next step for me is hitting 300.

4. Did you gain unintentionally at the beginning, hated it, and later grew to accept it?

A: Yep

1. Did you always desire to be fat, as far as you can remember?

A: Nope, but I was always attracted to fat women. Then, as I gained more weight on accident, I realized I loved it.

2. Did your desire appear suddenly, or in a relatively short period of time?

A: It was fairly sudden. I gained a lot of weight quickly, and I realized this is what I want my life to be.

3. Did your desire grow slowly, from trying out a little extra weight, liking it, and going for the next "step"?

A: The weight piled on really quickly like I said. The next step for me is hitting 300.

4. Did you gain unintentionally at the beginning, hated it, and later grew to accept it?

A: Yep

I have been an FA since middle school, though in women only. I was always athletic and into sports, but occasionally would wonder about being fat myself. About two years ago I got a job where i sit all day, and my wife and I had our first child. After being on a relatively strict diet, the new job and stress/joy from the new baby, I caved in and decided to let go a bit. After gaining about 30lbs the first year, I decided I liked it and have now gone from 187 to 276 in just over 3 years time. Aiming for 300 as an initial goal.