slopfatjim:
A belly that hangs, hangs well low minimum knees, the thought of having it slopping and swaying about, the weight pulling on my skin, being unable to cover it all up, being such a fat pig the fat hangs from me, its also the permanance of it, no diet would shift it only surgery - but it would be so risky id have to carry it for life
This is part of the reason that I decided to be four hundred pounds again because when I initially lost the weight it took years but I lost the elasticity in my skin even though I lifted weights so I looked like a deflated balloon so I decided to get back to where I was. I never thought that I would miss my gut hitting my thighs as I walked and having a lap was non-existent
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