Fat experiences

I ordered everything I wanted from the pizza place. I ate an extra large pizza with all the toppings I like. Cheesy bread , Cookie brownie dessert And 2 L bottle of soda Then I proceeded to eat all of it. I had maybe like a helping of each left which I finished off later

I don’t know how extreme others consider it but for me it’s eating plain butter. I also eat sour cream and onion dip, cheese dip, whipped cream and cream cheese by the spoonful.

I have an ex would would let his friends feed me. not sexual ever happened between them and me. I allowed it because he wanted them to.

I once ate at the restaurant and ordered an huge meal and I was stuffing myself silly with really big meal, like 2 double cheeseburger and huge bowl of chips and a big ceaser salad and beer, then the waitress came after I finished and asked if I’d like to get the bill and I said no, I want to repeat the order.

She was shocked but proceeded with the request, and then I ate it all too, I was so stuffed and breathed heavily from all this (it was about 4 huge burgers) but at the same time it was very cool experience and I hope to repeat it soon.

Could you expand on that please? What did that look like?

I started antidepressant medication on low dosage to help with weight gain. It made me really lazy, increased my appetite and lowered my metabolism. I gained 33lbs little less of year.

Did you say you wanted that med?

Usually this antidepressant is prescribed really easily on low dosage and it has many uses: Insomnia, lack of sleep, loss appetite, anxiety & fear of social situations.

So I did had some slight trouble of sleeping, so I got it prescribed for it. I did know that this medicine has those effects that will cause weight gain really easily: increased appetite, sedation, slowing metabolism, lack of feeling full after eating & increased cravings of fast food.

I could have started taking Melatonin for the slight insomnia but I wanted to gain weight and this medicine really helped with it.

Which med was this?

Sounds like Mirtazapine. I've been considering taking it because I have trouble sleeping, anxiety from stress, and some moderate depression. The weight gain is typically the only major side effect, so in my case that's obviously not a concern.

It's usually prescribed in low dosage for sleep, and higher dosage for anxiety and depression. It's not a typical anti depressant though, it's more similar to a strong anti histamine. As with other psych meds though, it can really vary from person to person, and how you take it has an effect as well. Some people report that taking it a couple hours before bed allows for good sleep and waking up energized, other people say they felt groggy for hours every morning. Some people felt it was like a miracle drug and others said it exacerbated their symptoms. Many people report increased appetite/lack of saiety, and easier weight gain, while others said it was minimal or no effect. Obviously, speak with your medical provider honestly about it.