Lifestyle tips

An important question for my own journey i want to partake

Hello, I'm a 21 years old trans woman who still lives with my parents. And I have a few questions that I hope some kind people will answer to help me out.

As I said, I still live at home and don't have a car or anything so traveling is a little difficult. Not to mention actually finding stuff to eat that will make me gain weight since, ya that's not happening here.

And even if I did meet a feeder irl, I'm wondering how I'd be able to casually go over to their place or hang out with them without my parents asking a lot of questions. I never really got to go out much, I know I can use the excuse we're friends but I'm worried they wouldn't let me go out. Anxieties aaaaaa

My parents also aren't very accepting of trans people so I haven't been able to do HRT or wear pretty clothes either. Which is a bit hurtful but not the end of the world rn. I just really wanna find a way to get bigger without like, this whole stuff I talked about being a problem.

Idk I haven't chatted here much since I created the account two years ago cuz I chickened out cuz of worries over my parents again.

Sorry if this is a ramble...
2 weeks