The waight, how other accommodate for my size. The space I take up. Out growing cloths, the struggle to find new cloths that fit well, the increased appetite, the food, oh the food! The stretch marks, the looks and stares, the ever growing laziness, slowing looking my lap, the heavy breathing, the comments, the numbers on the scale, every thing seeming smaller, breaking furniture, and they way others look st u when u do. The rolls, the folds, my belly and arms, all of it. If i didn't enjoy all of it I wouldn't be doing it! ✌
6 years