Why, I don't know, but I do think that I know how I got into it. It began with a fascination of women with a pear shape. Be it in real life or in movies/series. This, of course, over time turned to attraction to these body shapes. Because I was attracted to it, I was a bit disappointed if girls didn't look like that. I am more of an ass man then boobs, so if they did have big boobs, it still didn't catch my attention as much.
Now, the disappointment of girls not being a thick pear shape continued until a girl in high school which I had a crush on started to gain some weight, and it all went to her ass and hips. Which eventually gave her a heavy pear shape. This fired up a desire to see thin girls gain weight, with the hopes that they too would become a pear shape.
This continued until I got lucky in university, and had quite a few girls in my class with my preferred body shape. It was at this time that I first remember the desire shift from getting thin girls thick, to getting any type of girl MORE thick. It was also at this time that I got more attracted to a girl with a bit of a belly. One of my friend was one of the thick girls and I got into the habit of going to the MacDonald with her for lunch and sometime multiple times a day. Her metabolism was quite slow, so she gained weight in that time, and I was lucky enough that she mostly gained around her hips. So this is what I see as the start of my feederism kink, which grown and matured a bit since then.
In this stage, there was also another development. Since I was going with her to the MacDonald so often, I ate more fast food as well. Which resulted in my gaining some weight as well. Not that much, but still enough to make my clothes notably tighter and inflate my belly a little. This, coupled with the weight gain of my friend, resulted in some weight gain talk about both our bodies. Which I also came to realize I REALY liked.
So, all these experiences have now grown into a desire to feed girls with fatty foods to make them chubby/thick and a smaller desire to maybe "coincidently" join them and gaining some weight as well. Not as much as them through.
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