Fat experiences

oooh, that stung!

and, ahem, something about people in glass houses and throwing rocks...

For me, it was after I got divorced and sized up to 4X t-shirts. I had been wearing 2X. The moment it got me was when I tried to put on one of those 2X shirts and it didn't go down past my belly button. I'm at 336 currently.

I'm not very fat, but I used to be really skinny and kinda kept that picture of myself in my mind, even though I gained weight. I've ignored a few sings, like having to unbotton my pants after meals, clothes getting tight or fat rolls on my belly. For some reason I was still perceiving myself as dainty. Until I saw some pics of people of my height and weight, and a lot of them were rather musculed or kinda chubby. And I am not muscular for sure

This week I hit the final notch on my belt, which made me realize some belt shopping will be in my future. Definitely a damn I'm fat moment to start the day!

I had a “damn, I’m fat” moment just sitting up today from sleeping. I noticed when I’m fully sitting up, my belly sits heavily on my lap and droops a bit more between my thighs 😮.

Fattest part of me is my belly; medium frame otherwise. Today I was cutting the grass after a fairly big breakfast and had that moment. Maybe not “damn, I’m fat” but “damn, my belly’s big!” :-)

Recently saw myself from the side in some pictures and just….damn…I am F.A.T.

I went to a mom pop restaurant last night but had it to get it to go because I knew their cheap plastic chairs was not going support my weight.

I was feeling small lately, and saw some old pictures, and I gotta admit, I got pretty fat. I thought I was fat then.