8 months
Who was thin and got fat
Dude I literally just made it this evening after I got home with my roommate recommended that I should try this out it seems welcoming I was reading some comments and God forbid I have something to say about what seems like someone taking up all the message boards and blowing them up with negative bullshit
All I wanted to do was find out what was going on I thought I may have had the wrong website if this is the case let me know now for this website does not seem very excepting.
All I wanted to do was find out what was going on I thought I may have had the wrong website if this is the case let me know now for this website does not seem very excepting.
8 months
Who was thin and got fat
Fatjanet:
*Trigger Warning: Mention of EDs*
I endured a relatively severe & untreated binge-restrict ED for the entirety of my middle + high school + college years. My lowest weight was ~115 back in 2014/2015, but I could never seem to get lower than that—even for a couple of years when my binge-restrict eating habits leaned more towards a main use of restriction, almost to the point of anorexia. I had severe body dysmorphia and hated my body for years and years. I have a pooch, as it's genetic, and it will never go away no matter how much I lose. I still had it at 115. Once I realized that, I continued to deny the natural state that my body is most comfortable, which is typically around 140.
Now, 10 years later, I moved to a new place and am finally able to start over, recover, and implement coping mechanisms I learned in years of therapy (for other things, not ED) back home. My new chapter has allowed me to truly find a sense of self-acceptance regarding my body's natural state at 130-140. With this self-acceptance, I have finally admitted my feederism kink to myself as valid and not something to be necessarily ashamed of having.
I have decided to gain some weight while I am still young. I do not plan to go above 180; but I have known my desire for this for as long as I can remember. I deserve to indulge my desire just a little bit. For the past month, I have been actively stuffing myself frequently, much of the time not acknowledging I was doing it on purpose. I would never binge on purpose. I am doing this on purpose.
For the past week or two, I have been not only seeing results, but I have expedited my gaining through finding this site and participating in mutual/feeder-based encouragement. Tracking calories, ordering a scale, and setting (SURPASSING) calorie goals are starting to be routine tasks for me. I have gone from 2500+ calories in a day to 3000+ calories in a day, to finally an intake of 4000+ calories in a day. I am certainly showing this shift through the way I show/feel my heaviness. There is so much more now. I can't wait to see my real weight, as it was 135 last month at the doctor's office. If you saw me, you'd know this is in no way accurate anymore.
All to say; I feel so good gaining weight. Denial is never a good thing, no matter what it is regarding. Addressing one's inner turmoil is so gratifying to do, no matter how difficult it may be. I haven't felt this comfy with myself in a very very long time. I love my growing chub.
*Trigger Warning: Mention of EDs*
I endured a relatively severe & untreated binge-restrict ED for the entirety of my middle + high school + college years. My lowest weight was ~115 back in 2014/2015, but I could never seem to get lower than that—even for a couple of years when my binge-restrict eating habits leaned more towards a main use of restriction, almost to the point of anorexia. I had severe body dysmorphia and hated my body for years and years. I have a pooch, as it's genetic, and it will never go away no matter how much I lose. I still had it at 115. Once I realized that, I continued to deny the natural state that my body is most comfortable, which is typically around 140.
Now, 10 years later, I moved to a new place and am finally able to start over, recover, and implement coping mechanisms I learned in years of therapy (for other things, not ED) back home. My new chapter has allowed me to truly find a sense of self-acceptance regarding my body's natural state at 130-140. With this self-acceptance, I have finally admitted my feederism kink to myself as valid and not something to be necessarily ashamed of having.
I have decided to gain some weight while I am still young. I do not plan to go above 180; but I have known my desire for this for as long as I can remember. I deserve to indulge my desire just a little bit. For the past month, I have been actively stuffing myself frequently, much of the time not acknowledging I was doing it on purpose. I would never binge on purpose. I am doing this on purpose.
For the past week or two, I have been not only seeing results, but I have expedited my gaining through finding this site and participating in mutual/feeder-based encouragement. Tracking calories, ordering a scale, and setting (SURPASSING) calorie goals are starting to be routine tasks for me. I have gone from 2500+ calories in a day to 3000+ calories in a day, to finally an intake of 4000+ calories in a day. I am certainly showing this shift through the way I show/feel my heaviness. There is so much more now. I can't wait to see my real weight, as it was 135 last month at the doctor's office. If you saw me, you'd know this is in no way accurate anymore.
All to say; I feel so good gaining weight. Denial is never a good thing, no matter what it is regarding. Addressing one's inner turmoil is so gratifying to do, no matter how difficult it may be. I haven't felt this comfy with myself in a very very long time. I love my growing chub.
Mental health is indeed paramount! Excellent to hear of your confidence now :-)
8 months
Who was thin and got fat
In high school I was about 165 ish. Drank a lot in college and got up to maybe 240 ish by the time I graduated. I'm now hovering between 226-230 and I don't mind the extra. I can't gain for health reasons but I wish I could put on another 30 ish pounds to get to 250.
8 months
Who was thin and got fat
Two years ago I was at 53-55kgs. Not anywhere near fat now, but the metabolism slowing down with university life really does the work!
7 months
Who was thin and got fat
I wish this was me.
My crush only likes BBW and I've been trying to gain for months.
I'm currently 114lbs and the most I've ever been is 115.5lbs. I get full so easily and lose my appetite. Idk how you guys do it.
My crush only likes BBW and I've been trying to gain for months.
I'm currently 114lbs and the most I've ever been is 115.5lbs. I get full so easily and lose my appetite. Idk how you guys do it.
7 months
Who was thin and got fat
Sachasays:
I wish this was me.
My crush only likes BBW and I've been trying to gain for months.
I'm currently 114lbs and the most I've ever been is 115.5lbs. I get full so easily and lose my appetite. Idk how you guys do it.
I wish this was me.
My crush only likes BBW and I've been trying to gain for months.
I'm currently 114lbs and the most I've ever been is 115.5lbs. I get full so easily and lose my appetite. Idk how you guys do it.
I was given a ravenous appetite that grew and grew. I’m not sure how one can over come circumstance like that, something will give eventually or your appetite will grow given enough stuffings it’s important to remember consistency and not to over do it all at once occasionally.
7 months
Who was thin and got fat
Fatman 76 don't worry about what others say.
So many come and go and the bad ones always seem to vanish.
Stick around and make some friends.
Back to the original topic and I am surprised there haven't been more posts in this thread.
Can't believe it was a year ago I posted in this thread.
A year ago I was 400 lbs approx and I have put on 45 lbs since then. Wasn't trying to gain it just happened. I tend to eat a lot sometimes LOL.
So many come and go and the bad ones always seem to vanish.
Stick around and make some friends.
Back to the original topic and I am surprised there haven't been more posts in this thread.
Can't believe it was a year ago I posted in this thread.
A year ago I was 400 lbs approx and I have put on 45 lbs since then. Wasn't trying to gain it just happened. I tend to eat a lot sometimes LOL.
7 months
Who was thin and got fat
Yeah, I agree. When 140 and overeating I only got a belly bump at 165. Sure I went from size 32 to 36. But was small and not much blubber in sight. But was proud of my lil beginnings.
It was interesting to notice that my usual amount of food eating had increased.
Oddly I noticed after going hiking one day I didn't need to eat and drank water. Thinking this would cause weight loss. When I got home I ate.Dont know how much. But not a lot. But the next few days I got hungrier and ate to satisfy it.
Then I felt like I ought to have a pigout party, it's Friday!
It was at that time that I just felt like eating, and eating...Went to bed stuffed.
The next morning my metabolism had me waking up sweating. I washed up, but walking I felt a heavy belly.
Thought I was stuffed, but then having I had another bowl of cereal and noticed the difference in my energy afterwards watching cartoons. My belly hurt. I weighed a couple pounds more than when I hiked. I relaxed most of the day. Nibbled a lil. Mom ssaw me making a pb&j sandwich and said we'll be eating soon.
When it came time to eat I wasn't really hungry, but mom's a good cook. And if it taste, and smells good, you will eat it. I forgot how I felt and finished my plate. Feeling pretty satisfied sat in the living room for TV.
Point is, that week, I grew my belly. Made me realize feeling full, is just a feeling, which can be overcome by smell of something good cooking. Instead of wishing I could eat more, I wanted to eat more. And I did eat more than before. And likewise grew into a new calorie plateau. Before I knew it. Two weeks went by and my stretch pants got tighter, having to untie the knot. Ahh ha success! I may not understand it. But then I figured, burning off some sugar, from hiking, will make you tired. Being tired will make you eat and hopefully overeat a few days. Now your on a new calorie intake level and I began to think I new how to gain weight.
What I didn't know, was how fat I could be someday. But also knew I could lose the weight by just reversing this process.
It was interesting to notice that my usual amount of food eating had increased.
Oddly I noticed after going hiking one day I didn't need to eat and drank water. Thinking this would cause weight loss. When I got home I ate.Dont know how much. But not a lot. But the next few days I got hungrier and ate to satisfy it.
Then I felt like I ought to have a pigout party, it's Friday!
It was at that time that I just felt like eating, and eating...Went to bed stuffed.
The next morning my metabolism had me waking up sweating. I washed up, but walking I felt a heavy belly.
Thought I was stuffed, but then having I had another bowl of cereal and noticed the difference in my energy afterwards watching cartoons. My belly hurt. I weighed a couple pounds more than when I hiked. I relaxed most of the day. Nibbled a lil. Mom ssaw me making a pb&j sandwich and said we'll be eating soon.
When it came time to eat I wasn't really hungry, but mom's a good cook. And if it taste, and smells good, you will eat it. I forgot how I felt and finished my plate. Feeling pretty satisfied sat in the living room for TV.
Point is, that week, I grew my belly. Made me realize feeling full, is just a feeling, which can be overcome by smell of something good cooking. Instead of wishing I could eat more, I wanted to eat more. And I did eat more than before. And likewise grew into a new calorie plateau. Before I knew it. Two weeks went by and my stretch pants got tighter, having to untie the knot. Ahh ha success! I may not understand it. But then I figured, burning off some sugar, from hiking, will make you tired. Being tired will make you eat and hopefully overeat a few days. Now your on a new calorie intake level and I began to think I new how to gain weight.
What I didn't know, was how fat I could be someday. But also knew I could lose the weight by just reversing this process.
7 months
Who was thin and got fat
Ditzy:
Fatman 76 don't worry about what others say.
So many come and go and the bad ones always seem to vanish.
Stick around and make some friends.
Back to the original topic and I am surprised there haven't been more posts in this thread.
Can't believe it was a year ago I posted in this thread.
A year ago I was 400 lbs approx and I have put on 45 lbs since then. Wasn't trying to gain it just happened. I tend to eat a lot sometimes LOL.
Fatman 76 don't worry about what others say.
So many come and go and the bad ones always seem to vanish.
Stick around and make some friends.
Back to the original topic and I am surprised there haven't been more posts in this thread.
Can't believe it was a year ago I posted in this thread.
A year ago I was 400 lbs approx and I have put on 45 lbs since then. Wasn't trying to gain it just happened. I tend to eat a lot sometimes LOL.
I was a vain slim wouldbe rock'n'roller, when I discovered FAT!
Women getting fat. Found it a turn on. In time tables started turning! 🤔
Found my self first padding and going out. Being seen as a fatty.
And then..... I started gaining a bit. Now occasionally do huge messy bloatings.
Strange world!
7 months