sitting at my desk and feeling my gut touch my desk drawer. I took the handle off the front drawer because the metal handle dug in to me.
now it just has a hole i stick my finger in to pull it open.

every step there is a jiggle feeling on my hips.

finally, i can feel all of this flesh shift when i reposition myself. sitting... standing... laying. its a part of me but it feels like its not part of me

Anyone wish the could just take all the blubber off, like a suit, and have a normal day?

tight clothes.
belly not covered completely in some tops.
or
it rides up and i dont notice till its too late.
insatiable hunger that never seems to be satisfied
to start with

my past selg before getting so fat?
i go either way.
1. dont go down this path. its dangerous and addictive.
or
2. love your self and enjoy the journey.

1. Been fed IRL
YESSS
2. Ate myself to sleep
Yes
3. Had sex while being fed at the same time
YES
4. Stolen food because I�m just a piggy
no
5. Been called a fat name in public
Yes
6. Had a stranger pat or poke my belly
yes
7. Been fatter than my current weight
yes
8. Ripped clothes or popped a button
Yes
9. Broken furniture because of my weigh
Yes
10. Seen an actual pig and got turned on
No
11. Fantasized about immobility
Yes
12. Ate until I threw up
barely no
13. Got stuck somewhere because of my size
Yes- theatre
14. Posted nudes of myself online
No
15. Been fed online
no
16. Been told I need to lose weight by a family member
Yes
17. Had a partner who worshiped my fat
yes.
18. Started rubbing my belly in public
Often
19. Been called a pig
Yes
20. Been weighed and measured by my partner
yes
21. Been in a gaining competition with another gainer
not really

They mean that incest is a pretty taboo topic.
the best way, ive found, is to reach out to people privately or plant a subtle hint in the chat.
then people as questions and they come out of the woodwork

What if:
someone else had the same wish.
and as your ass got bigger, their ass got bigger
and then yours... an then theirs..
on and on

Here is what i do.
and after reading this I realized that i totally for got that i used to do this as a kid.
AND
surprise! I still can.
1. let out your breath until you feel half or less empty.
2.close off your lips and soft palate and use your tongue to pressurize the air.
3. Slowly relax while holding your breath and open up the back of your throat like you are about to yawn.
4. The air will go in small amounts like a reverse burp.

I can actually hear a small burp inside my stomach as the air enters.
It helps to sit relaxed or reclined a bit.
in the last 30 seconds i forced about 8 gulps in.
Then burped it back up.

I have time this evening and might play with this some more.

genetics... yes. but maybe binding will help too? my ex wanted my boobs to be saggier so we/I kept the bound very firm.
Bound from under my arms to about half way down. pushed the fat and stretched my skin a lot.

#1
Brownie Mix.
No eggs
extra oil and butter
mix till lumps are almost gone and freeze
sometimes i eat an entire mix in one day