I think part of it is gentic and part is just life. Ive had mine sense I was young. I didn't actually know any larger fat people As a child, so that was not an influence. For me I know theres a the spiritual and past life aspect to it for my kinks and what Im attracted to. This is not the space to go deeply into that lore drop. One thing I noticed is that the women on my mom's side of the family have the same attraction to men. Tall, dark hair, perfurably black hair, good cheeck bones, nice chin, supportive, letting women fall into their womenhood, strong, that like tism women. my mother and grandmother did too. I had never seen a picture of my grandpa That was colored, so I never knew his hair color. Found out it was black and thic he was a strong big russian man with a major breeding kink you have to to have that many kids. My grandma was a small tism chunky women. So yeah the breding kink had a gentic aspect for sure and my attraction had to have a part in it too.

Thank you, lol. I meet my husband on feabie years ago. I got him to admit to me he wanted me house bound sense we started talking and that he wants us to try for immobile atleast some day. Or atleast till I give up walking and maybe use a scooter someday.Thatd likely be at not that big of weight because Ive always wanted to be to fat to lift myself and once that happens walking will just go other then to the bathroom. We both are working on trying to get promotions at work and keep something thats work from home. That way I can atlease work till I cant lift my arms and fill the bed. We would need to put on an addion to the house to fit me any way. Double doors cause I'd love to atleast be rolled to the sofa at times. Which is another reason for mirrors cause if my neck keeps getting thicker. I love thinking one day I wont be able to see much past my fat mond of a body in my direct vision other then the tv, him, my animals and books. Still that way I can examin what fits in the mirror atleast. Plus double doors to the yard so I can still float in The pool and the door so the dont have to rip the wall down to get me out of the house one day if need. Lol or he can roll me out to get some sun.. It will be a while so we will see but I hope for it onday. We've been padding me more to see size wise how I handle it. I sleep in it last night when ever I want and I'll tell you what I never felt more natural in my life. Filling the sofa and or bed unablde to move my self felt ment to be. But no mater my growth if I get over 350 reno has to happen the stairs will be a no and we need another densent size bathroom that wont feel so anoying to us. Plus, I want a deeper wider tub so I can fit it Atleast for a while. 250 is pur next main goal then 300 till we sort stuff then I agrref to pile it on.

A bit after I got with my husband I knew I still wanted to be as big as I Could. It was a large reminder that hit me. One day when I had to go in the office. I went to the bathroom I saw some ones scooter at the door and walked past it. After I was done I went to wash my hands and I saw the largest women I've seen in person. I have neverver seen some one that wide before and her belly even contain was huge. Her gate was exstreamly heavy when she walked. She was dreses nicely and I complement my dress. She was so pretty and nice. I told her thank you and that her shirt was adorable and looked so nice on her. I could tell. she was wearing some thing of shape wear still she had to be. She was so flattered and had to let me pass to leave. As I was walking out I heard her pant abit she had to turn sideways to get through the door way.

It made me really think how much I wanted to be as large as I could be. 😉 it might have inspired some thoughts that helped me get through some hard times. Imagening being the massive office lady filling her cube and her hot fit stud boss sneaking her snacks on her desknon his breaks. Or getting to work from home and adventually filling the bed with my belly. None of my coeworkers knowing. As I just keep growing larger.

Yeah this is why I was ment to meet my husband later in life and have such a high metabolism. Or I would being house bound, no joke. I was planning to with my x years ago. I've always had a feeling I'd not live to a really old age. This kinda life has been my dream sense I was little. Constantly eating every day all the time. It Just felt natural. I loved it when I used to get to do it every day and missed it so much. My husband would say you'd just love being hooked to a feeding tube and would never want it out would you. That is a facts. He's trying to get me back to snacking as much as he can. I didn't ever want to Limit my size most my life the fatter the better. The only time I felt at home in my body was with me gaining or pading to the point siting up was and effort and at that point. I enjoyed the ehh its to much effort to try to sit up and walk oh you could just roll me to the sofa. I'm so gald to not have to walk any more or it being a huge effort. I feel natural and good to be so big I'm out of breath and the want for more till I was a pudle is peak female profection. I can’t help it and have tried to surpress it over the years. But bed life and even the struggles sounded good to me. Especially getting to fat for most everything. Even to the point my whole ligt is a feeding tub going in and oxygent To the point Im to big to do any thing but grow bigger snd eve lift my own arms.

Most I've found so far are pretty price so far. I am into being breed so pregnant belly is a good thing. I haven't bought one cause money.

Great idea that way also if stories are added to or if you want to look up the user that posted for more content.

Yes, don't burp. I have a really hard time keeping liquids in my tummy. Grapes, bananas. And pretzels will help the soda bloat you.

Yeah thats a scene I will be adding to my sit com some day lol. All the cheerleader moms then theres me fat pixie mom with strong obsessive hot husbo. Lol he shoves cookie in my mouth cause I look sad and teases me to be his happy good girl infornt of them. When they ask how much he can lift he says me cause I give him a work out every night.

Oh ok like a full dommy mommy. Cool.

I'm not sure if this is what the form means. But I like the celestial god and goddess play. The thought of being a goddess of fat and my power grows as I do.