I always had a tendency towards weight gain and fought it. I don’t remember the specifics but I saw a fat guy I thought looked very good. I got seriously turned on by the thought of being fatter and thought to myself I’d love to get that fat. I decided to stop trying to lose/keep the weight off, and actively gain, and did. I went from about 200 to 245. My goal was 260-270. I’m just about 5’6”, so I was pretty fat, and loved it. I unintentionally lost about 35 lbs but I want to gain it back. I just love being fat, no idea why.

It can take a while to be comfortable with gaining weight and being fat when you’re not turned on. The anxiety of what others think usually goes away. For me that was the biggest thing but I overcame that when I got to like seeing myself fatter and fatter. Then it’s not just a sexual fetish but really how you feel. I think we all waver. It’s 1 step forward, 2 steps back, 1 forward, 1 back, etc. It’s not always a straight line progression.

No, not at all.

I like under the belly.

If you’re happy and in good health that’s all that matters.

I prefer my clothes to fit comfortably but sometimes I like wearing tighter clothes. I like some pants that slide under my belly, and some shirts that are just a little snug to button. I like seeing the bit of blubber over my belt.

No, I like being fat and I like who I am. My clothes fit for the most part. And there are too many good looking and sexy fat men for there to be anything wrong with this or ashamed of.

Great ideas. Most of my fat is visceral, but if I could gain some blubbery sub-q fat that would be awesome. I love soft blubbery and rippling fat.

I can put away at least 4-5 slices of an xl pizzeria pizza. More depending on whether I ate anything else and how fast I eat.

It’s called cummer’s remorse (or something like that). It’s a crash of hormones. It happens to a lot of people. I experienced it often in my wavering days. Eventually it wears off as you gain and feel more confident. Now I feel as good about being fat (and getting fatter) after I bust one as I do before. It takes a little bit of time.