Fantasy Feeder

Death feedists

Hedonistic_Purity:
Ok that was a nice welness masturbation, now let's get back to business.

Death by fat!

I'm curious to know how many piggies started masturbating while feeling particularly fat, out of shape, unhealthy, or while stuffed so much that is caused real suffering...and thoughts of a short life ended by fat snuck in while they were desperately trying to orgasm. Not a turn on at first...but turning into an obsession over time.

And how many knew right away it is how they want to go out.

Chimera:
As I started to get pudgy, touching myself while visualizing myself become morbidly obese became common. Thoughts about becoming more pathetic and and lard filled, having to wear big sweatpants, becoming one of those fat landwhales at walmart, it all turned me on. So strange and unusual it was. It got to the point I could see myself becoming fat and ridiculous, helpless and lazy, gluttonous..that I would die a mindless fatty.

It's tough having really awesome obscure kinks.

boundandfeed:
I guess I'm not alone in this.

This is obviously not as obscure as some think.

Perhaps most death feedists just don’t talk about it out of embarrassment or worry about exposing such a double-taboo kink.

On Feabie, the most popular hashtag is always #deathfeedistfriday which is about fantasies and tales of death by fattening.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Update on fat is healthy findings

Anything new on this research which confounded the fatphobic medical establishment?

qz.com/550527/obesity-paradox-scientists-now-think-that-being-overweight-is-sometimes-good-for-your-health

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Got milk? ... leaky sub curious about experiences of others

Hyrule0fFat:
Just here to say that is pretty amazing it happened on its own. I am into adult nursing, but have never lactated. I've tried but no such luck. Just have fun with it

You can try a lactation nursing system which is basically a small bag filled with milk, and a tube which you secure beside your nipple. It is used by adoptive moms and moms who are having problems getting milk.

It sometimes causes lactation to start occurring naturally, and I have known many adoptive mothers who never gave birth to children, but were able to breastfeed after using one of these simple systems.

It could also be used in a sexual way if your partner wants to milk you or suckle at your breast. And who knows? The stimulation may eventually help you to lactate as it has for many mothers.

Here is one such system. There are plenty available on the internet.

thepumpingmommy.com/breastfeeding-supplemental-nursing-system/

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

I need help

softandchubby:
I have clinical depression. I find this community is very helpful and can be kind. I work an opposite schedule of my friends and boyfriend. I'm alone probably 20 hours a day. I work a job I hate yet am not in the financial state to where I can quit. I just need help or advice on to how to occupy my mind. I'm reaching for straws at this point and my mind is winning a neverending battle with me and it's not good. It seems I wont be able to not be alone so I just need advice or tips on keeping myself occupied so and not being dramatic I dont overthink or convince myself I'm worthless etc or even if someone just wants to be a friend and have conversation about hobbies and interests and just help me stay safe that's super cool too.

I have read the other suggestions here, and they all seem pretty good -- except perhaps just watching TV.

You need to do something active, and perhaps participate with others.

Writing is what keeps me sane. I write poems, stories, essays and I share with others here and elsewhere (Feabie, DeviantArt, other places for non-fat-fetish stuff).

Take a community education class. You are in a big city, compared to many of us. Look for art or writing classes. You'll get to meet people who are much like you.

With the current political climate, find an issue which you feel strongly about, and find the grassroots organization in your city which works on that issue. Again, you'll meet nice people who feel much as you do about the world, and you'll have things to do, and people to meet.

All this can be tough to do. I'm not pretending it's easy to just reach out, but these are just some ideas.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Nervous to embrace gaining

Personally, I find the ambiguity and conflicting feelings to be part of the allure of this fetish.

Maybe it speaks to us in tempting words that leave us hungry for the fattening lifestyle.

I personally don’t think you can fight it. This is not like alcoholism or heroin addiction where you can try to avoid the addictive substances and fellow addicts.

Food is everywhere, and so is fat. Restaurant and food commercials practically scream, “Eat until you can eat no more!” And there are always people around offering food and drink. This is how we care for each other, offering the comforts of barbecues, picnics, potlucks, desserts.

What can you do if you really don’t want to gain “too much”? I suggest embracing the fantasy aspects of all this and occasionally giving free reign to that little demon inside your brain telling you to just let go and grow fat.

coloradofattie:
Ok so idk if any of you guys have noticed but I have probably deleted my account 3 or 4 times in the last month. I come on and I get so excited about gaining. I absolutely LOVE stuffing myself. I’ve had days where I eat just an insane amount of food. But then I feel super guilty and it leads me to deleting my account. I eventually come back and start reading the forums until I decide to recreate my account. Any advice for coming to terms with this lifestyle? Because I want to gain and I really truly enjoy stuffing myself and eating as much food as possible.

I’ve gained about 10 lbs in the last month or so. Which is the quickest I’ve ever gained weight. I also feel really guilty because all of my clothing is super tight and I think people are starting to notice.

Hammertime44:
I’ve been struggling with literally the identical feeling. I gained 15lbs and freaked out because I know my gf isn’t really into it. But for me even when I stopped and ate healthy I couldn’t lose the weight so my metabolism clearly is gone now from years of doing exactly what your feeling/doing. But the curiosity always comes of wondering how it’s like to watch myself balloon out of my clothes and hear people’s reactions ect. I even scheduled an appointment with a therapist to see if I’m bi polar or crazy for having this kink. But the only way to kill the curiosity is to just do it, and that’s what I plan on. Starting my second round of my heavy cream diet. I’m only gonna do these two weeks and then see how I feel. I honestly just want to gain pst 165 because it’s officially over weight for me. But at 170 (next goal) I think I’ll get a better gauge on everything...

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Strange fetishes related to fat.

This.

Oh my. I need a cold shower.

Doughboy69:
This is more of a fantasy, but with the right training and time, I think it could happen. To take a month off and have a feeder or partner, that at every meal, at least 3 times a day, forces you to be naked while they're feeding you, and as they feed you or as you are eating, they are in some way physically stimulating you sexually and edging you while you eat.

Depending how good you're eating depends on what they do an how close they get you, but you don't get to climax until you've eaten it all, then they make you cum on the last bite.

The goal being that food is associated soo much with an orgasm that you can't have one without the other, and that even when you go out in public to eat you cum on the last bite.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

How to accept this fetish and guilt

Zelda64:
Hello everyone. So I am right now have been thinking a lot about this fetish and what it means it my life. I have know for basically my whole life that I enjoyed a guy gaining weight (not myself). However this past year I have been really anxious and depressed because I feel like I need this fetish to be involved in a relationship i'm in or else I will feel unsatisfied.

The biggest thing that triggers the guilt is that I am encouraging someone to be unhealthy. I understand that this is something that I cannot change and will be with me the rest of my life but, I can't see myself ever being comfortable with it in real life even though I at the same time want to be okay with it. Am i a bad person because I want to get rid of my empathy and enjoy someone gaining weight? Is it even immoral to encourage to gain weight if its consensual?

And I am not trying to make any one feel bad about themselves? This is just my personal insecurities and issues. If anyone has experienced this any advice or input would be greatly appreciated because this has caused me so much anxiety recently and I have no one in real life to talk to about this because I feel so alone.

Many of life’s activities have the consequence of possible harm. And yet we do these things because the pleasures outweigh the consequences.

We drive too fast, we rock climb, we ride horses and motorcycles, we swim in deep waters, we listen to loud music, we go sledding, we eat artery-clogging delicious foods, we bike without helmets, we have sex with lots and lots of people, we take all manner of drugs, we smoke and drink to excess.

This is life and what makes it fun and enjoyable.

Your question really is do you want a safe and sterile healthy existence for you and the one you love, or do you want to plunge into the pleasures this life offers human beings? Even if it means becoming unhealthy and possibly dying a bit early?

Run the calculus on which is more valuable:

1. A long life with few of the pleasures you really crave and thus a life of not being genuine.

Or

2. A life lived to its fullest with laughter, tears and pleasures immeasurable for both you and your love.

I think the possibility of living choice 1 could be more anxiety-provoking than heading to the buffet with your honey and going all-in for living as you both desire.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Is this lifestyle sinful?

The seven sins were set up by some Catholic bishop or pope centuries ago.

Jesus, if anything, condoned partying and gluttony. Much of what he and his followers did was drink wine and eat. They were even accused of being gluttons by the Pharisees. And think of how at the first miracle, Jesus is called on to turn water into wine because the party-goers have drunk all the wine.

And in current Christianity, there is plenty of gluttony as well. I'll have to dig out an essay I wrote on this topic years ago.

Anyway, eat up. It's no sin to enjoy life.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Punctuation in stories.

PrincessBlurmy:
There seems to be a problem with ' in stories appearing as ?TMeuro or something similar.
It's making all new additions unreadable.

This problem has been around for quite a while but has seemingly gotten worse.

I think it may depend on how and what device the story may be typed on. Also, I noticed that writing the story on a note system or Word then copying and pasting it in here sometimes produces this problem.

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles

Fantasy

ProtrudingBelly21:
Just wanted to share one of my fantasies...
Whenever my belly is fully stuffed to bursting, I always imagine my feeder taking me out to 2 full course meals, making sure I�m stuffed like a thanksgiving turkey.

When we get home, before I lay down lazily, I imagine he�d throw me in a chair and strap my arms behind my back. With little to no fight from me, until he brings out a beer funnel and a deep dish pizza! I love to imagine him rubbing my belly as I eat each slice he feeds me, and when my belly starts to protest he slides weight gain shakes down my throat thru the funnel, to mute the groans and moans from my distended gut.

When I start to feel like I�ve reached my limit, he�d immediately begin teasing more food into me by unbuttoning my blouse and massaging my boobs as well as my tummy. As I take a break from the funnel, now only able to make short strained breaths, my feeder beings rubbing my perky nipples in small circles, telling me he�d reward me if I finish the whole pizza and one more shake.
I do whatever he says in complete submission and what the reward is?? I guess we�ll never know...

GrowingLoveHandles:
You really should write stories to post in the stories section. Wonderfully erotic!

ProtrudingBelly21:
Wow! Thank you love!

So? Turn your fantasy into a story and post it

5 years

GrowingLoveHandles