Not much of an update, but earlier this year was in touch with an encourager for about a month. Got up to 145lbs, and it's kinda stubbornly stayed with me. So overall, I'm 20lbs heavier than when I first found this site.

I had a fascination with bigger people as a young kid, courtesy of cartoons where characters gained weight, and the blueberry scene in Willy Wonka. Grew into a preference for bigger girls when I got older and into puberty, and eventually turned to myself as well.

I've hit gaining kicks a few times over the past 4 years, and so far I'm 20 pounds higher than when I graduated high school.

I've had this desire too, but in the sense of an SSBBW telling me "no way am I going to have a skinny husband" and then making me as fat or fatter than her.

Do you perchance eat meals together? Maybe out at a restaurant or buffet nearby? You could make sure you get your fill while you're there, bring up the subject of your new medication, plus your bad genetics, and that maybe you're just saying "screw it" and enjoying yourself. Gauge the reaction she gives, and if she lights up, maybe that's a green light to talk about feederism.

I like this thread, it's very affirming, because I do want to get fat, but I'm worried about not being seen as attractive.

I'm curious what other reasons this thread can come up with.

I feel like stress in general can make an excuse to gain weight, not just problems with work. My folks and I had to recently move because the landlords wanted to move into the house we were living in. It was stressful getting evicted and finding a new home.


Also... holidays maybe? I'm not sure people will question extra weight if you go extra hard on holiday dinners.

Always wanted to be fat as a kid, but grew up a twig. It's amazing how many other folks in this thread were in the same boat, but are now actually fat. It's inspiring that it could happen.



It's a thing I've known I need to do but so far haven't drummed up the courage to do so because I'm scared of financial stability going away.

When I first started gaining, I tried doing that for dinner. I could only manage two restaurants at a time. A big meal at McDonalds and maybe something at Burger King. I remember the biggest meal I had was a Triple Whopper and a full meatball sub from Subway, capped off with a large chocolate shake from McDonalds.



Hanging out with you sounds like it'd be fun haha.

I was 125 when I joined back in late 2014. Met a local girl on here who was a mutual gainer and kinda started gaining up to about 138, and then I lost most of it. Went on another gainer kick the year after, getting up to about 140 before I got too busy to keep it up, and wound up going back down to 131. Last I weighed myself I was in the upper 130s, but I've been hitting the gym once a week since April of last year and not eating to gain, so I'm not sure how much is muscle. I'm close to my "heaviest" now, but I'm sure I was at my "fattest" in late 2016.

I wonder what the future will hold. I'm trying to stay fit right now, but I hope I run into a girl who will take me very far in the opposite direction.

I'd certainly be a fan of this being a thing. Broaden the dating pool a lot more.