at the start of the pandemic i was splitting from the girlfriend i was with when i'd put on about a hundred pounds. i was moving back to my old city, and i honestly thought i would get back to getting in shape.

but with the pandemic, working for home, and never actually getting back to exercise, here we are another few years later, and another hundred pounds!

my appetite just won't let me stop.

it is weird how early on it feels like such an impact... going from 160 to 190 made me feel *massive* but this year i have gone from 350 to 380 and it hasn't felt as significant.

when you get fat enough, peeing standing is just too difficult and too risky, so obesity is a great incentive to pee sitting. no one wants to pee on their shoes, lol!

earlier this year for several months i was tracking my calories on the advice of my girlfriend, just to see what i ate. it was pretty surprising. i would say i generally average about 5000 calories a day. really big-eating days were up to 8000 calories. my weight has jumped up and down a bunch this year (mostly up), but overall i am probably about 50 lbs heavier than i was at the start of the year.

when i first started gaining and stopped working out it was a challenge to eat the equivalent of 5000 calories. i was probably around 3000-3500, and the gaining was slow probably because my metabolism took some time to "catch up" lol. i honestly don't know what threw the switch, but certainly within 9-12 months, the weight started to come on much more easily.

being on all fours and eating without using hands very much can be a lot of fun. anything bite sized and relatively soft works well. those two-bite brownies were the tidiest thing we've used during our play sessions. i don't mind messy play, but i am lazy and cleanup can be a hassle, lol.

in other sexy food play, my absolute favorite is being asked to eat creamy food from my partner's body. strategically placed/spread, this can be pleasurable for both.

a lot of people find body hair sexy. some like the feel, some like the smell.

you will have to judge based on your other erotic activities if you think he sees it as a degradation/humiliation tactic - i have never encountered that myself, and i've been with a number of kinky partners with a variety of body hair preferences.

i am with you - that first mouthful, discovering the flavours, how they change as it moves across your tongue, and as you chew... the texture... i just love it.

if it's really tasty, and if i am hungry, i think my enthusiasm tends to take over. so while i start out savouring, i gain speed and momentum as i eat.

i didn't know of him, but thanks for letting me know. he is hot!

rebel wilson was super cute before she lost weight! now she looks... ordinary.

lizzo is pretty hot.

i can't think of any hot fat celeb men at the moment though.... there must be some!

great topic!

i have gained a lot in the last three years, and i might still be gaining, but i was fit and athletic before that. i am kind of hoping all that good behaviour in my 20s and 30s is going to pay off in my 40s, lol!

health is a spectrum, and you have to weigh your risk vs benefit of the enjoyment of your lifestyle, i think. i love enjoying food, i love drinking good craft beer, and i want to keep enjoying those things as long as i can.

last year i found out my blood pressure was getting high. so i have cut a tonne of salt out of my diet, and i try to be a little more active (just walking right now), and my blood pressure came down. it's at the high end of normal, but ok. the biggest thing i cut out of my diet was chips and some of the cured meat (i couldn't bring myself to cut out bacon entirely!).

and i've continued to put on weight, but i probably consume probably double the "normal" amount of recommended calories daily. i just try to make most of that "quality" calories, and my partner is a big help that way.