5 and 6. My weight is low because of my metabolism and stomach issues. I also can't eat when I don't feel good in being so autoimmuned doesn't help. Ive had a double chin and chuby cheeks sense I was like 140. They are part of hashimoto's so people would make comments back then. Which is hard but people need to learn in general just not to be rude. I am trying to gain. I have never done diets just ate what my body will accept. Over all 5 and 6 if my body would let me maybe after I have kids.

Nice I love my small but strong boy my husand is 5ft 8 inc but in my family that short for men.

I got romantic makes sense. I like force feeding and feeding alot if my tummy issues are consider. Plus, I an exhibitionist for sure. So I like to play with my food lol 😆 with my husband. Lol theres a vampire joke in there some where🤌Girl needs a bit of story in her spice lol makes it go alonger way. The brat in me needs spoiled too. Which I've came to enjoy alot more now. My ex could never nor wanted to handle my bratness he was also no fun. Which is why I closed my self off so much with him.

Aw thank you I way need the support. I also trying to slowly ,build up soc media for it. Booktok is full of all these other kinks and open about it. why not some love for ours. There are plus size books that have came across from small authors.They always avoid things by being from publishers. So self publishing I can have belly love in it. It might not sell a millon copies but that not why I write. I write to get out the stories from head and soul. I just have to do it my way and add in some "inflicted" belly love tehee. I KNOW soc won't be as friendly to me as just yhe domance romance books but I still need to go for it.

I get that, only time will tell. Soc media is all trends. I am wanting to get them self published throught Amazon or another self publishing site. Been working on editing. Some of them are long like 200 to 300 pages. Lol they are books. Once I get them edited cause my past editors bailed on me I will get them up hopefully 2027 so they can be order but will likely put some sneak peaks on here for peolpe to see what they are like.

Yeah , I love feeling small and fat. The thin or buff husbo feeding and fattening me. Makes me feel like a chubby princess. I grow for him and he builds for me. My book deals with this alot my male is tall built/ fit. He starts working out while growing me.

I miss the actul community of online sites. I miss rping and posting. I miss geting to discuss things and how people used to not be so rude. I can't do alot of fb groups now a day cause of the drama. I miss faning over writing and sharing things that make me happy and your friend being generally interested and happy for you. Now its all like blaaa. I also hate that online you dont matter unless you're an influencer. That took the fun out of making content. I still make it for me. but then, if you don't have a whole bunch of views and followers, people make comments about not having that and call it a waste of time. The interwebs where to have fun back in the day not a profit margin.

I feel this. I had an account on here for years but that was before the site update and that account is long gone. I see this alot. One of the reasons my husband told me to get on here is to try to get back into the community and find some friends. Plus, I am a romantasy writer and artist. I mostly write girl gaining spice. He thought it would help motivate me and help me feel better and braver. Its kinda made things harder cause the community had changed. This site has alway had lerking but it seems more active then before. The forms used to be poping more. I guess with doom scrolling and thing people don't spend alot of time on commutation forms any more. I feel so old I used to love that back in the day.

Yeah I feel this in a few ways.

1) I was always told 200 way huge as a kid. I'm fluttering around the 180 mark right now when I can eat. In comparison even to my high school friends that where big 200 isn't that large. Every one tells me I'm a bit chubbier then average. Which then makes no sense to why womens clothing is sold in such small sizes if so many people are so fat. I told my husband 200 is a good mark till after we have our first baby. I want atleast another after and to enjoy that then atleast be active enought for them.

2) I used to mostly have a fattening. Feeding kink with a minor breeding kink. Now that breeding kink has grown exponentially.


Male aspect

3) Also not just my attraction to my body has changed about size. I used to only be attarcted to skinny guys and maybe some abs. That has changed dramatically over the past years. liking muscular guys is a bit new for me but been enjoyable to say the least.


4) I have never been a sports person and I've hated working out. I never wanted to be near a gym before. I still don't but now I fully enjoy watching my husband work out. It makes it even better if Im being a little fatty and eating while he does it. I now love the fat and fit opposite alot.

Lol my belly is his pillow some days his pecks are mine.

My husband is autistic and I am autistic adhd. I've wanted to be big sense as long as I can remember but always lost weight after my bad break ups and have a ridiculously high metabolism. My husbands been attracted to massive women seens before high school atleast.