As someone else has said, the loss will be only temporary. But the real problem is that you are going to be with someone who hates being fat. As you become more turned on as she regains the weight, she's going to be more miserable, and it is not fun to be with someone who is miserable.

You pretty much have to decide between the two.

When people lose weight, they lose muscle and fat. When they gain weight, they gain only fat. So yoyoing will cause a higher percentage of fat at each cycle.

I kept getting hit on for money. I was looking to make friends, not buy them.

Breast size is not the same for thin women, therefore it is not the same for fat women.

I would think it is more about what you like. You can be into one or both, but it usually is not a decision. As far as wardrobe, I personally like to see women wear loose clothes to allow room for gaining.

You've posted nearly the same thing in two forums. If you want to get fat, you eat more. If you are not getting fat enough, you eat even more. If that does not work, you use heavy cream. There really is not a prep work or pre-gaining. You are either gaining or you're not.

It's quite normal not to know that you like something until you experience it. May we ask what she weighs now?

You are so beautiful in that video. No wonder you wanted to gain back all of your weight plus more.