Plain old chocolate brownie mix.
followed the directions on the box except no eggs and about 1/3 cup more oil.
mixed till smooth then pop in the freezer for at least an hour. the extra oil makes it more like ice cream.
I had split the mix into three batches and thought i had only eaten two batches. when i went back for the third one i couldnt find it.
10 months
Before Covid i was training for a half marathon.
Broke my ankle before the shut down and spent the next year and a half trying to get back to what i was before but instead just kept packing it on.
Tried the elliptical a few months ago.
I was too heavy for it but tried anyway and it took literaly 15-30 seconds before I thought I would pass out
11 months
I dont care for cake mixes but LOVE brownie mixes. I like mine frozen. Just mix it like normal. NO egg . Extra Oil.
Mix in a bowl and freeze.
I've also thinned it out so i can drink it through a straw but it needs to be a big straw.
This is been the one food that I am literally addicted too. When brownie mixes are on sale I buy them all.
11 months
depends on what you want. if yo uarent worried about her health... this is what got fed to me
Pasta with creamy sauces
lots of cheap brownie dough my fav.
Debbie Cakes
Fatty ham.
burgers with 30% fat
bread and butter with sugar and cinnamon sprinkled on top.
Cheap but effective.
you also have to realize that your bod y can only soak up so many calories and turn them to fat. so 10 thousand calores will not prolly give more fatness that 4 thousand.
my metabolism got slower because i was stuck sitting or laying after an accident.
aim for a pound a week
12 months
Bigbellylvr1:
How long did it take to really start feeling the fat and was it something you started noticing right away at the beginning or something you didn’t even notice until your clothes started feeling tight
For me it was around the 15 lbs mark i guess.
i was on pain killers and whatever else and just didnt care.
Then the doc said for me to take a break from all meds and its like a fog lifted off my brain. While i was sitting on the couch i felt something in the way like when i would bend to get up.
I cried when i realized my sweats were below my belly
12 months
Never in my wildest dreams or fantasy did i imagine i would end up like this.
I have struggled with gaining, mentally, emotionally and physically. I have almost completely accepted that this is how i am for the rest of my life and plan to reach my LAST goal weight within the year. 400 lbs
I like several things about my body. 1. everything about me is soft. My lower stomach feels softer than a breast and its smooth and cool.
the feeling of being so full that i cant move at all is erotic. its hard to get to this point by myself though.
shame - as much as it disgusts me to admit this.. there is a part of me that feels the need to be shamed. the way people look at me sometimes makes me wither , especially people who knew the before me. whispers about how i need to... eat a salad... push away from the table... mooo...pop... so many hurt on multiple levels but also excite me. which makes me feel worse.
About a week ago i went to a MS transition ceremony. It was a small class of about 250 students about to move from MS to HS.
We were almost late and had to sit near the front which meant walking down in front of all those people right as the music played for them to walk in.
My BFF laughed at me and how i looked. she took a pic of me while we stood up and turned to see them all walk in. Her son was in the group of graduates. she sent the pic she took of me to me and i was shocked at how gross i looked in the dress. I couldnt even blame dinner before the ceremony for making me look like a pile of different sizes of michellen tires squeezed into a light green balloon.
I fought back tears through the ceremony as she quietly apologized.. backhanded apologies are the worst.
manage to put on a smile for the kiddo afterward and tried to stear clear of the pics
1 year
one is my name and one is an abbreviation of my sisters name
1 year
I have an ex would would let his friends feed me. not sexual ever happened between them and me. I allowed it because he wanted them to.
1 year
- When have you felt the most absolute stuffed but also best? - - About 2 years ago i had a BF who liked me to full that it hurt to move. We had a party and, it was all in fun, but the other two couples could feed me or ask me to eat what ever. It was fun and erotic.
- what did you eat and how much of it were you able to stuff? - - Pasta pizza and brownie dough. As far as how much... idk.
- where were you at? By yourself? Restaurant? With friends or family?
Home with BF and his work friends. I knew everyone too but not as close to them as he is.
- did you purposely mean to stuff to the max or did it just happen? - - It was all planned. Didnt know how far i could/would go/
- how did you feel after? passed out in a food coma? Pain? Pleasure? - - at the time i felt pretty bad. It hurt to move. and I laid in the easy chair propped back for a couple of hours till i could get up. Looing back, i wish i had been able to relax more and enjoy
- how did your belly feel? I’m really curious on this one cause I don’t have a big belly like others do. - - Really tight and hard.
- (if you have a partner) did they play a role in getting you this stuffed?
We talked about doing something like this with another couple. didnt expect 2 and didnt expect them to be into it the way they were.
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I liked making my BF happy. Was realllly unsure about including other people in our shared kink. There was just about zero sexuality. Some belly and breast touching but that was about it.
again, looking back... i wish i knew then what i know now and just had enjoyed more
1 year
Large Meatlovers pizza from Pizza hut.
1 year