was training for a half marathon when i killed my ankle. then covid happened.
nearly immobile for a long time with complications and pain meds and etc.

hope this is ok to post...

remind me of my ex
his...personal parts were huge
(by his own doing)
and he had to adjust anytime he sat down or all that mass ended up resting on what ever he was sitting on and spreading his legs apart.
at home was no problem and most restaraunts but flying was awkward... every time

1. are you funneling yourself? get comfortable and have some extra towels laying around.
When I funnel alone I lie to lay back and I have a valve to stop or adjust the flow.. You need to have the valve close to your mouth.

2. Is someone else doing this to you? or helping you.? Make sure if you are bound that you are with someone you trust. If you have a partner that you trust then you need a way to communicate some basic things.

slip on shoes
haven't worn a bra in over a year.

sitting at my desk and feeling my gut touch my desk drawer. I took the handle off the front drawer because the metal handle dug in to me.
now it just has a hole i stick my finger in to pull it open.

every step there is a jiggle feeling on my hips.

finally, i can feel all of this flesh shift when i reposition myself. sitting... standing... laying. its a part of me but it feels like its not part of me

Anyone wish the could just take all the blubber off, like a suit, and have a normal day?

tight clothes.
belly not covered completely in some tops.
or
it rides up and i dont notice till its too late.
insatiable hunger that never seems to be satisfied
to start with

my past selg before getting so fat?
i go either way.
1. dont go down this path. its dangerous and addictive.
or
2. love your self and enjoy the journey.

1. Been fed IRL
YESSS
2. Ate myself to sleep
Yes
3. Had sex while being fed at the same time
YES
4. Stolen food because I�m just a piggy
no
5. Been called a fat name in public
Yes
6. Had a stranger pat or poke my belly
yes
7. Been fatter than my current weight
yes
8. Ripped clothes or popped a button
Yes
9. Broken furniture because of my weigh
Yes
10. Seen an actual pig and got turned on
No
11. Fantasized about immobility
Yes
12. Ate until I threw up
barely no
13. Got stuck somewhere because of my size
Yes- theatre
14. Posted nudes of myself online
No
15. Been fed online
no
16. Been told I need to lose weight by a family member
Yes
17. Had a partner who worshiped my fat
yes.
18. Started rubbing my belly in public
Often
19. Been called a pig
Yes
20. Been weighed and measured by my partner
yes
21. Been in a gaining competition with another gainer
not really

They mean that incest is a pretty taboo topic.
the best way, ive found, is to reach out to people privately or plant a subtle hint in the chat.
then people as questions and they come out of the woodwork