Forgetting that I can't just walk up a few flights of stairs at a decent pace any more.
1 week
Constant snacking. At first I had to remind myself to snack, and often I'd forget. Now it's just second nature. I'm always munching away on little snacks that add up over the course of the day.
1 week
Belly and moobs first, then legs, then face. I swear like overnight I went from retaining a relatively slim face to having a prominent double chin.
6 months
Me. Always into bigger girls, dabbled in feedee/feeder relationships, then took the plunge and became a feedee/gainer myself.
6 months
WannabeBlob:
Frustrating at first, as a feedee/gainer. I think I have some kind of dysmorphia where I don’t perceive myself as fat as I actually am? I didn’t start to feel like I was actually fat until I passed 300 lbs. I’m pushing 400 and I still need like environmental reminders about how big I am to really get it, like when i have to cram myself into an airplane seat.
And I have no idea if it’s because I was average-sized until I gave into my fetishes as an adult, or if it’s a side effect of just always feeling like I want to be fatter lol
The perception things is so true. I was always medium built/fit until I decided to gain weight, and it took me a while to really appreciate that I was fat, well after I actually became properly fat. Like I'd look in the mirror and wouldn't think that I was that big, but clearly the number on the scale, the clothes sizes I was having to buy, and the way I was just moving and navigating the world meant that I was fat. It's weird.
6 months
When you're preparing meals in the kitchen and your belly keeps getting in the way as it rests on the kitchen bench so you either have to stand back a bit from the bench, or move everything further up the bench.
1 year
It happened over time for me, starting at puberty and developing before becoming something fully realised in my university years.
There were two realisations. The first is that you're not that attracted to what all your friends are. You're in high school, and your friends are all talking about which girls they think are hot and, while you certainly can appreciated their beauty, they're clearly not "doing" for you what they are to your friends. The next is the realisation that you like bigger girls.
Two examples here stick in my mind. In 9th grade, we had a substitute teacher for a few weeks in maths class and she would have been in her 20s. She had a very curvaceous body and I thought she looked amazing as opposed to my friends who just thought she was "fat" with negative connotations.
The second example was in 11th grade, at the start of the year. A girl in my year had gained a very noticeable amount of weight over the summer break, most of it seeming to have gone to her ass and thighs. I thought she looked amazing.
As high school went on, my tastes evolved and I went from wondering what was wrong with me, liking curvy girls, to, by the time I reached college, completely at ease with myself and my preferences, which by that stage had evolved to girls much larger than at the start.
12 years
I thought so too, until I went to America just before Halloween and tried so many different pumpkin flavoured things. Pumpkin Pie, Pumpkin pinkberry, pumpkin cake etc etc. It's soo good. Very similar to carrot cake flavour.
I just wish it was easy to get tinned pumpkin in Australia. It's actually better than using pumpkins that you mush up yourself because it's really hard to get a lot of the moisture out.
12 years
British films are great. I loved them before I spent time in the UK and love them even more now since I get so much more of the subtext that only someone who has lived in the country for a while can get.
I just watched "The Trip" the other day. Very British, and very funny
13 years
