I started my day with a Box of old fashioned chocolate covered donuts and a 44oz cup of milk- didn't think I was going to spend the day eating but as soon as I get ready to go, I get a knock on my door, and it's my neighbor who wanted me to try a cookie she had just made- it was just a chocolate chip cookie but it was made perfectly- she invited me over and next thing I know, I've eaten at least a dozen of them. So I thank her and take my leave- I get in my minivan, and I see the coupon I have for McD's, for a BOGO Steak, egg and cheese bagel. I have 20 minutes before breakfast isn't served anymore and the coupon expired today- so I pick up my bagels, which are absolutely amazing, and before I make it to work, they Re both gone. In the break room at work, I find a half a box of donuts from the bakery down the street- a jelly filled, custard filled, and an apple fritter spontaneously disappeared. It was a short day, so 3 hours to lunch, where I ordered a DQP wCheese and a large fry which was all gone before I got back to work. 3 more hours and it's time to go home. I had a family size Mexican Lasagna in the freezer at home but that's 3 hours away in the oven so I picked up a triple smashed jack with fries, and a side of sauces and loaded tiny tacos and 6 regular tacos. I got home to find a small box in front of my door- my neighbor had made way too many cookies for what she needed so she left me another dozen. I get the lasagna in the oven and sit down to eat my jack in the Box, while loading up netflix- I spend the next w hours munching on my food and cookies, as I already feel quite full, but when the buzzer goes off for the lasagna I'm quite ready for it.
Other than The hard crusty bit all the way around the pan, managed to eat the entire lasagna, so now Im laying in bed unable to move. And between the donuts, cookies, and lasagna, I drank a gallon of whole milk, and 3 44oz sodas.
I am still hungry, but I also look/feel massively fat as I close my eye
Other than The hard crusty bit all the way around the pan, managed to eat the entire lasagna, so now Im laying in bed unable to move. And between the donuts, cookies, and lasagna, I drank a gallon of whole milk, and 3 44oz sodas.
I am still hungry, but I also look/feel massively fat as I close my eye
I've been having a harder and harder time driving lately with my belly getting in the way- So I have a mechanic moving my seat back 3 inches tomorrow because I can't safely drive anymore- I have a grand caravan, which I thought would be big enough to last a while but I'm already too big.. fortunately, a couple small modifications and I'll have plenty of belly space😋
Finally managed to make it to the bathroom and got undressed, but stopped in the kitchen for a snack first... I brought home half a pumpkin pie and half a tub of whipped cream, so I just gulped it down as fast as I could so it didn't go to waste. I'm now full to the back of my throat again... My makeup is a little messed up and my hair looks like I been standing in the rain- actually did stand in the rain before the kitchen to have a cigarette.... It's cold AF outside right now...
Anyway, here's a pic right before I made it to the toilet....
Anyway, here's a pic right before I made it to the toilet....
Went to a Christmas party today, had a wonderful time, everyone was very accepting of my Transition, a few people were surprised but no one seemed to have any issues with it- it was hard at first, my parents didn't know anything until today so my mom was shocked at first but as we talked she admitted she always knew I was in the closet. So it turned out to be a great day... Now that I'm back home I'm feeling the outcome a lot more than I had planned... I was very nervous all day long, and I eat when I'm nervous, and I ate, a Lot. I couldn't even begin to list how much I ate today, other than my belly is completely round, and any movement reminds me that food is backed up my esophagus to the back of my throat.... I have never been so full in my life.... I gotta get to a potty soon but now that I'm in my chair at home, I don't know if I can even get up without losing something out of one end or the other..... I'm trying to get a selfie but I can't get my camera far enough away to actually see anything... I'll post a pic as soon as I can get a decent one...
So after feeling like I was starving for a week, they finally issued SNAP benefits and i went Nuts at WinCo... Here I am a week later...😳
I'm thinking about doing an only fans or a clips4sale account and post up some of the videos I have of myself being naughty... Anyone interested?
I remember, years and years ago, making a box of hamburger helper Beef Stroganoff- and as much as I tried, as badly as I wanted to, even though my brain was still telling me I was still hungry, I couldn't finish the whole pan of it myself. I felt defeated. Like I was wasting food.
Tonight I prepared the same Box, but with 90% lean Ground Beef, 1.27lbs total. While I cooked it, I munched on a box of donuts I had from earlier today which still had 3 left. I finished them off- I had to wait for the main course to cool before I could dig in so I munched on half a box of Cheese-its I opened this morning. Once they were gone I checked the stroganoff to see if it was edible and happily found I could eat without burning my mouth, so I dug in... That memory hit me when the fork hit the bottom and rattled around as I sat the empty pan down and reached for the large glass of milk I had prepared, downing it in several large gulps. I know once I finish a meal intended for several people, that whether I like it, I am full. My brain still argues but I've learned how to be in control. So I'm just going to finish the half a dozen leftover chocolate chip cookies I made yesterday and the second glass of milk I just poured, and I'm going to bed.... (Burp*)
Tonight I prepared the same Box, but with 90% lean Ground Beef, 1.27lbs total. While I cooked it, I munched on a box of donuts I had from earlier today which still had 3 left. I finished them off- I had to wait for the main course to cool before I could dig in so I munched on half a box of Cheese-its I opened this morning. Once they were gone I checked the stroganoff to see if it was edible and happily found I could eat without burning my mouth, so I dug in... That memory hit me when the fork hit the bottom and rattled around as I sat the empty pan down and reached for the large glass of milk I had prepared, downing it in several large gulps. I know once I finish a meal intended for several people, that whether I like it, I am full. My brain still argues but I've learned how to be in control. So I'm just going to finish the half a dozen leftover chocolate chip cookies I made yesterday and the second glass of milk I just poured, and I'm going to bed.... (Burp*)
Follow