I've been having a harder and harder time driving lately with my belly getting in the way- So I have a mechanic moving my seat back 3 inches tomorrow because I can't safely drive anymore- I have a grand caravan, which I thought would be big enough to last a while but I'm already too big.. fortunately, a couple small modifications and I'll have plenty of belly space😋

Finally managed to make it to the bathroom and got undressed, but stopped in the kitchen for a snack first... I brought home half a pumpkin pie and half a tub of whipped cream, so I just gulped it down as fast as I could so it didn't go to waste. I'm now full to the back of my throat again... My makeup is a little messed up and my hair looks like I been standing in the rain- actually did stand in the rain before the kitchen to have a cigarette.... It's cold AF outside right now...
Anyway, here's a pic right before I made it to the toilet....

Went to a Christmas party today, had a wonderful time, everyone was very accepting of my Transition, a few people were surprised but no one seemed to have any issues with it- it was hard at first, my parents didn't know anything until today so my mom was shocked at first but as we talked she admitted she always knew I was in the closet. So it turned out to be a great day... Now that I'm back home I'm feeling the outcome a lot more than I had planned... I was very nervous all day long, and I eat when I'm nervous, and I ate, a Lot. I couldn't even begin to list how much I ate today, other than my belly is completely round, and any movement reminds me that food is backed up my esophagus to the back of my throat.... I have never been so full in my life.... I gotta get to a potty soon but now that I'm in my chair at home, I don't know if I can even get up without losing something out of one end or the other..... I'm trying to get a selfie but I can't get my camera far enough away to actually see anything... I'll post a pic as soon as I can get a decent one...

I'm thinking about doing an only fans or a clips4sale account and post up some of the videos I have of myself being naughty... Anyone interested?

I remember, years and years ago, making a box of hamburger helper Beef Stroganoff- and as much as I tried, as badly as I wanted to, even though my brain was still telling me I was still hungry, I couldn't finish the whole pan of it myself. I felt defeated. Like I was wasting food.
Tonight I prepared the same Box, but with 90% lean Ground Beef, 1.27lbs total. While I cooked it, I munched on a box of donuts I had from earlier today which still had 3 left. I finished them off- I had to wait for the main course to cool before I could dig in so I munched on half a box of Cheese-its I opened this morning. Once they were gone I checked the stroganoff to see if it was edible and happily found I could eat without burning my mouth, so I dug in... That memory hit me when the fork hit the bottom and rattled around as I sat the empty pan down and reached for the large glass of milk I had prepared, downing it in several large gulps. I know once I finish a meal intended for several people, that whether I like it, I am full. My brain still argues but I've learned how to be in control. So I'm just going to finish the half a dozen leftover chocolate chip cookies I made yesterday and the second glass of milk I just poured, and I'm going to bed.... (Burp*)