WideJuan76


Waldorf, Maryland, United States  
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WideJuan76 4 years
I like the new set-up.
WideJuan76 4 years
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snacking & not knowing when to stop
I truly think that my brain shuts off when I get around chips and cookies because I can destroy whole packages of Oreos without even realizing that I ate them and then I want more. I will get full ...
WideJuan76 4 years
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can't see the scale
I been stop even bothering to try after I couldn't see past my stomach and now I can't even find my scale so I just let it be. Lol.
WideJuan76 4 years
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what anorexics and feedees have in common
This is a truly spot on assessment of how both lifestyles correlate and how each side responds to their particular "fix". I have dated women who were absolutely ravenous about gaining to a particul...
WideJuan76 4 years
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i’m afraid my gain is on the brink of getting out of control
It may never be enough for you. I know for some of us it has more to do with our addiction to food and stuffing than with the gain. The gaining is a by product of the addiction. This fat gift of ou...
WideJuan76 4 years
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why did you want to get fat?
Looking back at it, I would go down south with my parents for the summer and I would see how my aunts and cousins were treating their fat spouses and I have never been the type with a chiseled look...
WideJuan76 4 years
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do you ever really notice how far you've gotten?
Yeah, those experiences of looking at yourself at the reflections you see feels like an out of body experience because you know that it is you in that reflection but you are just amazed at ho...
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
WideJuan76:
We will all succumb to it because fatness is what sparks our dopamine so we aren't living in reality now. Some of us has eaten ourselves to the point that our hanging gut droops over o...
WideJuan76 4 years
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moobs
I on the other hand, have always had like flabby moobs to the point that I was always self conscious about them and would wear two shirts to hide them but the fat I gained was subcutaneous fat and ...
WideJuan76 4 years
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ever wake up fatter?
WideJuan76:
I think that I have had those but I typically had episodes in which I think my brain went to its default settings and I went damn near weeks not being aware of how much exes were cooki...
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
WideJuan76:
I am willing to control the switch because I literally saw what my future was going to be because I had not calculated what being superobese was going to be like until I met my ex's fr...
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
WideJuan76:
I know for me that I have a limit. I had a pre fat man's dream of having an older woman who was well versed in feeding males she liked and money wasn't a worry and I had missing time b...
WideJuan76 4 years
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ever wake up fatter?
I think that I have had those but I typically had episodes in which I think my brain went to its default settings and I went damn near weeks not being aware of how much exes were cooking and I ...
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
WideJuan76:
Folks don't realize that we all see fatness differently and some may revel in it while others become terrified of being embarrassed due to their addiction to food. I have seen the full...
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
Folks don't realize that we all see fatness differently and some may revel in it while others become terrified of being embarrassed due to their addiction to food. I have seen the full spectrum...
WideJuan76 4 years
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new fat milestones
I remember the first chair that I broke but you felt the exhilarating sensation of realizing how fat you have become and how you are excited, embarrassed and turned on by how fat you have becom...
WideJuan76 4 years
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ever get stuck?
I know that feeling all too well. It is like we woke up and we were obese but eventually we realize that we ate ourselves to this level so it goes from a feeling of amazement to a feeling of ac...
WideJuan76 4 years
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ever get stuck?
What is crazy though, I feel your pain because I am fat enough that I have to do the same thing and I wouldn't be able to say that over a hundred pounds ago. 🐽🐽🐽🐽
WideJuan76 4 years
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being cut out of your home.
WideJuan76:
I wholeheartedly would like the same but every situation that I have encountered in which the person got so obese that they had to knock out a wall to get them out most never wanted to...
WideJuan76 4 years
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ever get stuck?
I hate the booths that have the table that doesn't because my gut is always grating against the table so I can empathize with this