Any guys wand a bbw body?

Any guys wand a bbw body?

Any guys wish too have a bbw body?

When you were smaller, did you get envious of bigger bodies or wish you had someone’s body?

When you were smaller, did you get envious of bigger bodies or wish you had someone’s body?

Keeping your desire to gain trapped in a thin body is miserable and mentally exhausting. It seems a lot of us have had this experience. Why do so many of us keep this so closeted? Was talking to my wife about it last night, and trying to explain this to her was in a way comical. Although I was completely honest and serious about it. I told her that I was jealous of her body, she thought it a bit weird. In the end I managed to somewhat get her understanding. But I really do envy her body, not the female aspect but the beautiful softness and size of it. The way it moves and spills out of her clothing. The way she eats without a care. I’m forty now and I’m finally ready to stop hiding from my own feelings. To be who I feel I am on the inside and mentally. Please share any thoughts or similar feelings about this.

Bedtime snacking with your spouse or partner

Bedtime snacking with your spouse or partner

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What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

I don’t know if anyone else has done this. It’s called stomach gripping ( sucking in your stomach) I’ve done it for 30 years! I was seriously teased as a child and teenager for being fat. So I started it, so I appeared thinner. Thing is, I’m just tired of being uncomfortable in my own body. I want to be free and happy to have whatever body naturally I was meant to have. Has anyone else had a similar situation. I’m scared to let it out. But it has cause me to develop hourglass syndrome.

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

What’s it like to start gaining when your fit?

So, I’m trying to understand why as a person who has been an active feeder for years, I control myself from eating things I like for fear of getting heavy. I have so much anxiety about it that I have had a strict diet for years. I will restrict myself to two slices of pizza when I think I could actually eat a lot more. Or won’t have a cookie because I want 20 and not 3. Does anyone else have this same feeling about food and the struggle of holding back. Wondering where it comes from.

It has dawned on me that no diet is "wrong", and i feel free