WideJuan76


Waldorf, Maryland, United States  
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WideJuan76 3 years
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side effects of being very fat
WideJuan76:
People love the optics of fatness but not the realities of this lifestyle. Your knees are shot, you get tired walking up flights of steps, you have a belly apron and traditional means ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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side effects of being very fat
WideJuan76:
People love the optics of fatness but not the realities of this lifestyle. Your knees are shot, you get tired walking up flights of steps, you have a belly apron and traditional means ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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have you ever wanted to backtrack on your weight gain out of shock
WideJuan76:
That it is but my addiction was too far gone. It was like a virtual reality headset because I was so deep into gorging that I didn't realize that I was superobese until my gut was hang...
WideJuan76 3 years
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side effects of being very fat
People love the optics of fatness but not the realities of this lifestyle. Your knees are shot, you get tired walking up flights of steps, you have a belly apron and traditional means of interc...
WideJuan76 3 years
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my addictive relationship with feedism
Yeah, it can become a tight rope trying to balance this lifestyle choice and with every day situations especially fiscally. About twelve years ago, I came into a nice nest egg of money from a r...
WideJuan76 3 years
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when did your appetite increase?
It took me years for my appetite to increase because I always used to eat in small portions every four hours and I hated the feeling of being full back then so I had to slowly pace myself and g...
WideJuan76 3 years
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what was the most memorable teasing about your weight that you enjoyed?
I used to be the athletic type and I used to always identify with that so when I finally got teased it was a shock because I didn't have the same response as I once did because I got external v...
WideJuan76 3 years
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have you ever wanted to backtrack on your weight gain out of shock
That it is but my addiction was too far gone. It was like a virtual reality headset because I was so deep into gorging that I didn't realize that I was superobese until my gut was hanging.
WideJuan76 3 years
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how did you realize that you like to be fed?
I didn't realize how much that I liked eating until I met an older woman who taught me about the sensuality of eating and feeding...
WideJuan76 3 years
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have you ever wanted to backtrack on your weight gain out of shock
When stairs started to become and issue and growing a belly apron will make you contemplate that I might have gone to the point of no return
WideJuan76 3 years
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what was the most memorable teasing about your weight that you enjoyed?
I remember when I first started to gain and my ex teased me about how I grew a belly apron and I overheard her talking to some of her friends about how it was to be with a fat man and her friends w...
WideJuan76 3 years
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never feeling full?
I feel this all the time especially after eating an edible.
WideJuan76 3 years
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likelihood of someone re-gaining weight back?
WideJuan76:
Either way, sooner or later we will give in. The truth is, for most if us it is a matter of time

NYCBellyBlimp:
it is harder to put in the rear view mirror long term, the further d...
WideJuan76 3 years
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likelihood of someone re-gaining weight back?
Either way, sooner or later we will give in. The truth is, for most if us it is a matter of time
WideJuan76 3 years
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how do you deal when you feel unattractive to the general population?
WideJuan76:
THIS IS SOLID ADVICE. I would only add that with our obesity we have to like being obese compared to how other people see us because I don't pay attention to them anymore. I know that ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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being cut out of your home.
I wholeheartedly would like the same but every situation that I have encountered in which the person got so obese that they had to knock out a wall to get them out most never wanted to go into ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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likelihood of someone re-gaining weight back?
WideJuan76:
I recently had to switch up and my doctors wanted me to lose weight and I am doing it slowly but when you have food and fat addiction like I do then anything will trigger me and I will...
WideJuan76 3 years
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likelihood of someone re-gaining weight back?
I recently had to switch up and my doctors wanted me to lose weight and I am doing it slowly but when you have food and fat addiction like I do then anything will trigger me and I will be house...
WideJuan76 3 years
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how do you deal when you feel unattractive to the general population?
THIS IS SOLID ADVICE. I would only add that with our obesity we have to like being obese compared to how other people see us because I don't pay attention to them anymore. I know that I am gros...
WideJuan76 3 years
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how do you deal when you feel unattractive to the general population?
Both Ditzy and NY37 are spot on and what I can add is this. Not paying folks attention is both a skill and a muscle and what you have to realize is that we are way harder on ourselves than othe...