My very first XL purchase 😳😳😳 When I was skinny, I remember thinking that if I ever had to buy something in a size medium, I would just stop eating. It sounded soooo big back then, when a tailor had to take in my XXS business suits... Then.

Today was one of those rare gifts, where it is 80 degrees in November, even up in the North Country. Everything felt exactly like last summer.. aside from a couple significant details

I thought this would be the best option, because although it made me look like some kind of fat person, it covered more of my body. I asked our friends on Curvage for their opinion, and they overwhelmingly suggested the peach dress. Probably because this

I thought this might work because black is supposed to make you look skinny, right? .. it worked until I had move at all. If I tried to bend over, or God forbid, sit down, it cut unforgiving into the chunky parts of my body

I don't know, maybe it's all water retention.. but I feel like I'm already larger than I was like a week ago when I started posting 🤷‍♀️ Do I just feel fatter, or do you think it's possible that a week of refusing no food has made a differenc

I liked this one because it hid my little belly, but it seemed out of season. And the cutouts made it look like I had fat rolls or something!

So here are my multiple attempts of finding a suitable dress to hide my little weight gain.. (This isn't a dressy tank top, it was my favorite sundress last summer. I look like such a helpless little fatty in it now 😳)

I usually at least wake up feeling skinny... I woke up today feeling even chubbier than when I went to bed! I have to find a dress to wear to a work thing tonight.. if I post pics, will you help me decide?

After years of denial, this story describes the night that I could no longer deny my little fetishes

It feels like a LOT of extra weight...

It's startling to realize the left picture was only a few months ago! How much bigger do you think I have gotten?

Thought I would try to recreate some more recent pictures from just a few months ago.. So how much weight do we think I've put on since then??