WideJuan76


Waldorf, Maryland, United States  
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WideJuan76 3 years
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any ladies who want to become "ugly" ?
Yeah, I have dated women in the past who wanted the experience of what it would feel like to get fat and not be seen under the typical societal viewpoints of being "attractive"
WideJuan76 3 years
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anybody else feel shame/embarrassment?
I used to but I recently read this book by Dr. Gad Saad called The Parasitic Mind and it dealt with Idea Pathogens and how culture and our gullibility to believe fantasy based concepts comes from a...
WideJuan76 3 years
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do you get embarrassed?
I was an ex athlete and I used to show off to the crowd but that in and itself becomes its own addiction so eventually as I gained I started to realize that it was the shame and embarrassment that ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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over or under?
Truth is, either way I still look like Fat Albert so I will put it in when being formal while letting it hang when going to the store to let the gut breathe. Lol.
WideJuan76 3 years
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the awareness you gain once you have arrived as a fat person.....
But such is the benefits of this "gift"; your vantage point changes and when you were smaller the main goal was to become intimate with someone body to body and when you date ssbbw's like I do now....
WideJuan76 3 years
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tell me, how do you cope with negative reactions due to your weight?
It depends on whom you are referring to giving you the negative comments. I could care less what some random person thinks and says because I used to get upset when I first started this but eventua...
WideJuan76 3 years
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can’t stop
I call what we have the gift because it germinates in people differently. I live the food but my addiction came with the getting fatter and building subcutaneous fat (the flabby kind). I had always...
WideJuan76 3 years
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i don’t know what to do with myself anymore
Ask yourself if this lifestyle is something that you truly want and can you practically do it. So many people want the lifestyle without fully knowing what comes with it. You will have to choos...
WideJuan76 3 years
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i sometimes wanna weight 500 lbs
Yeah, there is an addiction there. Whether it is the addiction to eat non-stop or the addiction to seeing yourself ballin; it comes with it when you cross that bridge to eating yourself into ob...
WideJuan76 3 years
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the awareness you gain once you have arrived as a fat person.....
Added to the fact that most won't tell you that they get off to the embarrassment of it. It shows to them that you have become a creature so intent on your addiction that you have traded the de...
WideJuan76 3 years
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too fat to masturbate
Yeah, but it was the fat that I was gaining which was subcutaneous fat which is the softer type of fat and that was the entire point to take up space and to see the flabby fat move almost at al...
WideJuan76 3 years
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too fat for more my feeder
I recently met an ex who had some of the exact same behavior and she taught me about how some women SUBCOMMUNICATE and that some women will show that they have concern for you but it was actually c...
WideJuan76 3 years
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the progression of the fetish.
I have always liked bigger women ever since I was a child. Whether it came from watching eighties sitcom and having the female character gain alot of or from just having a fat character there; just...
WideJuan76 3 years
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tips for overcoming the embarrassment
I agree with Ditzy that you have to get used to it. We really think at first that people are really paying us attention but most people are dealing with their own problems and they could care l...
WideJuan76 3 years
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how did you found out that you like fat people?
Dolkite:
I remember loving the scene in The Little Mermaid when Ursula turned back into her octopus form and the wedding dress ripped right off her.

quiverdream:
This scene x100, I'm happy I'm...
WideJuan76 3 years
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are female feeders unicorns?
It is mostly a social and cultural thing. Because we here in the States have a Eurocentric culture so most of what I perpetuated is folks being direly think when in Black culture especially southe...
WideJuan76 3 years
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too fat to masturbate
Most don't know what it takes to navigate the psychological landscape to purposely eat oneself into oblivion. Hell, we were academics so we even asked nutritionists about what fat could I gain so ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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too fat to masturbate
She used it her benefit because she knew that I knew that she was in control of how I released myself because I couldn't sexually release without her help. It was playfully sadistic. Lol
WideJuan76 3 years
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the awareness you gain once you have arrived as a fat person.....
It was a wonderful experience and yes, you need a cold shower. Just imagine how it feels that you have to depend on someone else to get you off because even if you lay back; I was way too obese to ...
WideJuan76 3 years
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too fat to masturbate
My stomach has always been a problem area for me since my days as a football player but when I got with my ex and she took my down the rabbit hole called Feederism; it has morphed tremendously and ...