*continues touching myself*

If the pics of your lucious indulgence weren't hot enough, your descriptions are awesome icing on YOUR cake! ^&^

A close friend and it was super uncomfortable/embarrassing

@BigCanadianBabe: Thanks! It definitely threw me for a loop but it wasn't harsh or anything.

@rUfatyet2: It was more like I can't help but notice that you've become more isolated as you've put on weight. "Are you ok? Are you happy?" kinda stuff mixed with "Maybe you should lose some weight, I see how you struggle to get around".

@Sally buns: I can see how people would find it to be hot but, sometimes, it's super sobering and I'm having one of those moments.

Aw, thanks. I appreciate that.

You do this gain lose gain lose thing. 40lbs is a lot of extra weight to get rid of. Does it turn you on to just give up and pile on another 40lbs?

@Jack: I'm not doing a gain/lose/gain thing...I'm not saying that my goal is 300, I'm just saying that's how far I'd have to go to get there.

@Kristal: Mmhmm...from past experience, that regained weight flies back on!

At the moment, I am not making a concerted effort to lose weight (but who knows? I might somewhere down the line). My gaining diet was unsustainable so I've "cleaned up" my act a bit and worked more exercise into my daily routine.

Why do I feel like I'm holding a press conference? lol

If I can bust you and your fake pic by googling "fat at the pool", you're doing it wrong.

I reported the ones that were reportable but a lot of the time, these offenses happen elsewhere...like on kik. Or they're using the fake pic as a profile pic and they can just claim to like it if approached by moderators. I'm kinda fed up with it tho so I've decided to just call them out on it when I can't do anything else and let the chips fall where they may.

We only want genuine fat, not copied fat.

Maybe that's not such a bad thing lol. I'm pretty new to baking and I'm not willing to make any guarantees.